Attached to this silly babyboy,Alex C ♥ ♥ 29th June 2o11 ♥ I know i'm being unfair to you but i'll try my very best to put in 100% like how i always put in when i'm in relationship..I'm sorry that i'm just too scared and afraid the same ending will happen and my heart is starting to keep back a little ): Baby , we'll go through all this together alrights, ILOVEYOUBABYBOY♥
.Friday, July 15, 2011 } 3:31 AM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
It has been quite long since i last updated my blog D: Well, was too busy with my current life.. I'm currently working as a Full-time salesgirl at bishan junction8 and Part-time waitress at orchard restaurant.. Life is getting more and more stressful now of days ): Money is always the biggest problem, i still have my hamsters to takecare of , transportation, food&drinks everyday outside seriously is killing me slowly , leaving me with 0 cents ): but someone came into my life now, my dear babyboy,♥Alex C♥ This stupid boy of mine is so slow, and cause of his slow-ness, February cant celebrate our anniversary unless leap years ): hahahas, i dont know why but so many guys, but i choose to give it a try to this idiot baby of mine :X shall update again ^~^
*Update Details!* Smoove proudly presents; [The MEGA Kitty Party SG] `@ Stjames powerhouse. `13th june, monday `Tickets at $25. `Starts from 11pm till late! (:
Featuring;
[DJ HELLO's KITTY] LOOK OUT FOR MISS AUTHENTIC MEOW MEOW IS PROUNCING THE DANCEFLOOR! Get your cameras, ready, lights, SAY CHEESE! For MISS HELLO KITTY IS ON THE DECKS! Yes, never in your wildest dreams!
[DJ-OHAN] Already having NO MORE titles to claim, this hardcore, agile, flexible, mental, sophisticated, onehelluva INDONESIA INTERNATIONAL IS ON THE DECKS! From a rising star to now your shooting star! This man will phew the kitty lights away! & to all KPOP fans : get your night's dosage with him! *pew pew pew meowwwww* For 01 only, he's gonna make HELLO KITTY SCREAM FOR MORE!!!
[S.O.F] Oh-oh! Party Master's back in town! But hey, we've got a special guest too! Now now S.O.F along with Kitty will assure you, THAT THE NIGHT IS GONNA BE HAPPENING
[Tech-Nick] We're going viral! Introducing one of the coolest geeks you'll ever find in forever, TECH-NICK is the epitome of the FUTURE! So get lost with him in the present, blast thru the past and land up in the ever changing future!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~♥~♥~♥~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"ALCOHOL AVAILABLE ON THE 2ND FLOOR" Lets Bottom up KITTY!!
KITTY's VIP LANE FIRST 100 Ladies get a free Lollipop :) Look out cause it will be raining with sweets and lollipops from HELLO's KITTY. CATCH'em all
HIGHLIGHTS:
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*Wanna experience a kitty good time?! Simply turn up and we guarantee each of you a jolly KITTY time! With HELLO KITTY's at the door, rush down and get your pictures taken! WANT MORE!?
With HELLO's KITTY at the door, rush down to get your photos take
For more information, details, guestlist, reservation of tickets, FREE entry, Add me up in facebook :www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1635797476 (: andand there will be hellokitty mascot there! (: chio~
Support me! Help me to spread this msg to your friends alrights? Thanks alot ♥
.Friday, April 8, 2011 } 1:02 PM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
Guy 1 = N (unknown relationship)Guy 2 = D(my ex)`gonna update my blog soon, mayb tmr or sunday (:blog is dying, so am ie ..sighs-xiia0zhux
.Sunday, April 3, 2011 } 7:35 AM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
有一种爱叫做放手,我不能给你的幸福就让别人代替我吧 。
.Tuesday, March 29, 2011 } 2:37 AM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
Things just kept happening, ie'm too stressed up already, like seriously, ie need to let myself have a break of everything..)'; came lann, actaully wanted to check my ite result, cant login, my mood became more and more bad, and my friend, yurong, helped mie to check , he manage to went into my ite istudent account to see, and dhe ite stated : "we regret to inform you that your application for ITE courses is not successful. The training places in the courses you have applied for have been filled." ie see le, jitao sot diao ): my emotions took mie over control, which also mean, ie lost control, vent all my anger on facebook wall like nobody bussiness, and have a big cry after that.. wanted to drink and smoke to screw my body even more, but ie didnt..ie havent been smoking for week plus already.. just tiredd.. Primary 3 started smoking, sec1 quitted cause of a "sister", started back smoking at sec4 , too many things happen and ie've no one to turn to.. from a quitted smoking to a person that smoked 1 pack within 6hours, the reason is stupid but ie'm dumb yeah, no choice.. But really, over stressed leads mie to end up this way.. Tmr ie'm working 11hours non-stop, no breaks and ie'm still outside with my sick and screwed up body (Y) ie'm still outside for god sake.. idk how am ie gonna work tmr )'; only hope ie cann control my emotions when ie'm working yeah, thats all for now,BYE~
P.M: After so much of crying and thinking , ie'll do as what euu wished, ie'll let euu go, give up on euu.. D ,Last long with ure girl now..
-xiia0zhux
.Monday, March 28, 2011 } 4:44 AM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
After ure 1month deadline, ie actually told myself to gave up already, took my time, slowly wanted to..but 24march, 7:57:33pm euu texted mie;"i just came out(:" ie stoned for awhile when ie saw ure name appearing in my phone, ie tot my eyes are playing trick on mie, but no, its euu.. from dhe day we got together, ure contact name in my phone remains dhe same till now.. when ie'm letting go, euu came back, and ie'm totally have no ideal what to do next.. talked, texted to euu like normal friends.. ie've got an answer from euu of dhe break and dhe requesting of 1 month..ie believed, as for now, idk should ie believe it.. But it doesnt really matters anymore..
Holding a hope, ie even thought of waiting for euu finish ure probation which is 2 years.. so silly of mie to even think about that yea.. all those words euu've said to mie, gave mie false hopes and dhe next moment, euu became someone else "babyboy". ie felt dhe pain inside mie, its like gonna be a instant death.. ie've enough of "helping" euu find all sorts of "reasons" for what ever things euu're doing or euu had done.. By finding all sorts of "reasons" for euu, ie'm killing my own self without even realising it.. ie've cried so much , think so much, ie'm tiredd and ie cant get myself to rest.. cried till midnight, finally my tears have stopped, But dhe sky accompany and started crying too, went down for a walk, cry together with dhe sky ♥ ie'll stop and rest all this awhile now, tiredd of all this craps thats happening thats really screwing my life, making it even more fxxkup x.x The end it shall be;
-xiia0zhux
.Sunday, March 20, 2011 } 6:57 AM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
♥SMOOVE Proudly Presents♥
We at SMOOVE Coordially invite you to Singapore's largest, most underground
Hip Hop Event of 2011 ROMP VI
"THE ULTIMATE DANCE PARTY"
`8th April 2o11
`Door opens 8PMSHARP
`SCAPE WAREHOUSE
`SGD $25
8th April 2011, the night to watch as we transform An empty Warehouse space into an electrifying underground Hip Hop Grinding Dance Arena as Hip Hop Lovers, Girls and Boys, Crews or Not, Rappers and MCs, Dancers or BBoys gather for 01 night ONLY to catch and be part of
ROMP VI
Happening this 8th April 2011 It's been a GLORIOUS HIP HOPPIN' 6 YEARS for us And we are inviting all the Hip Hop Dance Troupes that have played a part with us before To come together to dance the night away and to take the element of dance to another level So come 8th April 2011,
come watch an outstanding and stylishly put together segment of dance As we close these GLORIOUS 6 YEARS with the ULTIMATE DANCE PARTY of 2011 Catch special celebrity guest performances and appearances by BBoy Crews and members of the prestigious Hip Hop Clan of Singapore.
*ROMP VI is also featuring Singapore's Number 1 R&B GIRLIE DJ
[[DJ KZEE ]] (POWERHOUSE's SUPAFLY DJ)
For a special choreographed segment never heard and never seen before
The current Resident DJ at St James Power House is set to rock the stage and the dance floor As he drops his dirty beats and nonstop ultimate dance hits!
ROMP V is definitely burning up the stage this 2011!
We promise non-stop R&B Hip Hop music all night
Featuring A special Duo DJ and An equally special Duo MC set for the night Spinning all night long, we are introducing
[DJ SOF FT DEWDROPZZ]
One of Singapore's smoothest R&B DJs With his transitions and bass melodies Accompanied by his soul brother, Dewdropzz It's not everyday where you get 02 for the price of 01!
[DJ OHAN FT TECHTONICK]
Latest DJ Import from Indonesia, SMOOVE is proud to present DJ Ohan with his heavy roots in Dirty Dutch and his pure understanding of R&B/Hip Hop Accompanied by Singapore's youngest and most badass MC, Techtonick
Be charmed by these 02! ROMP VI this year comes in the form of a Take Home World Premier THE ULTIMATE DANCE PARTY CD With 100 Minutes worth of produced and remioxed Dance Tracks from various DJs in the industry That you can start grinding to even in the comfort of your home, car and even when you are in school :p
So ladies and gentlemen, you and you RESPECT RESPECT! We cordially invite you to attend the Sixth Instalment, Hip Hop Never Seen Before and possibly the last ever instalment till we meet again
♥Get Smoove or Die Tryin♥
Get ready urself for the PARTY!! ♥
Do support me!! Those interested in FREE ENTRY ask me for more info!!
Well, as euu all cann see, had cut my hair le , and my fringe now is superrr short )';
very heart pain but cant paste my fringe back, no choice, have to face people with my short fringe T.T!
nothing much, BYEEE!
-xiia0zhux
.Thursday, March 17, 2011 } 11:59 PM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
*PARTY ALL NIGHT PEOPLE ♥
*party stopped my police )';
*this event,ie put fake lashes ._.
Cab down after work to zirca cause boss and cheryl ahma and her friends are there already.. reached dhere, got money from buyers, and took tickets from boss, give buyers tickets, pei cheryl ahma and her friend see her friend eat ._. after that, time for ahma dhey all go in zirca for party lerhh, saw a bloody long queueee ahma jitao wtf LOL, went to ladies prority to queue but still quite many people too x.x daniel came down to support mie too(: Well, got myself a ticket and went in with ahma dhey all while daniel go for his dinner 1st..ahaha ._. BUT, dance awhile dhen PARTY HAS BEEN STOPPED BY POLICE _l_ stupidd police spoilt our party come in walk around, shit euu all man! ): well, while later party resume (: inside is a bloody party going on man :3 likeZircaTTM!!♥
awhile later, went out for break, dheir smoking time and went for a walk, went back to zirca and saw a angmo like loitering outside zirca and like looking for sumone, came walked to mie, and just being friendly, our conversation start and he asked whether ie'm going in dance too, after ie asked him if he's interested to go in for party ie can sell him a ticket since dhere is few hours more to go for party to end yeah.. ie told him ie'm going in but not really going dance(trying to fake, cause ie dont dance with guys),But while talking, his hands isnt very properly kept, itchy hand uh!! no lah, he just touch my shoulder and hands while talking-.- and ofcoz ie did stop him.. since he not really interested in my tickets, so be it.. ie went sit down while waiting for cheryl ahma dhey all to smoke finish.. went in and its, PARTY TIME ~ ♥ PARTY ALL NIGHT~ party ends, went buy drinks and share cab home (: really is damnn funn♥ had enjoyed dhe night, hope everyone have dhe same feeling yeah ^^
-xiia0zhux
.Tuesday, March 15, 2011 } 4:57 AM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
Dhe deadline is over, ie cry and cry non stop like one retarded kid.. alot things kept running in my mind.. idk what to say about cause dhere is simply too many things.. but,anyways thanks to my friend, yurong, called mie in middle of the night to pei mie tok on fone even though his mouth is hurting, XieXie !! (:
-xiia0zhux
.Monday, March 14, 2011 } 5:01 AM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
Today, is 14th march, one month after euu went mia-ed.. idk when did euu got into dhe boys home but 14th feb is dhe last news about euu.. ie've so much things ie wanna ask euu, but ie cant, dhere is no ways to ask euu.. even if ie manage to ask euu, ie wonder do euu even rmb mie, rmb that euu asked mie to give euu dhe time, dhe one month.. If ie just left, it might be unfair to euu, but what if, euu are like what ie've thought of, forgotten about mie, forgotten dhe promises, forgotten that euu asked mie to wait for euu, give euu one month.. If its really like that, ie will be dhe dumbest girl already..
`你还记得我吗？ `记得我们的约定吗？
One by One, pull mie out from dhe deep dark hole, and drop mie down to even deeper hole again.. ie wonder, Isit really funn to toy people feelings?.. Do euu people feel THAT good after seeing people suffer after euu toyed dheir feelings?.. ie didnt wanna just sentence death to euu, but its like, ie've so much so much question, worries, and ie realised, euu are no longer dhe damien ie was so closed with when time past , ie admit ie think alot, euu should have known how ie'm suffering from.. sighs, my mood just swing like no tmr after listening to sum songs, thought of alot things ie shouldnt be thinking about.. curious, what does "I LOVE YOU" stand for anyway? a word with no meaning ie guess..? when can sumone prove to mie that those words DO HAVE a meaning? Well, ie doubt so..cause, ie'm ALONE, as usual (';
-xiia0zhux
.Sunday, March 13, 2011 } 12:37 AM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
Till now, ie'm still sick ): sighs, tmr working morning and ie'm still at lann -_- ie recently is like totally didnt meet anyone unless is work people sia.. Phone also going R.I.P soon ): Soon, ie would be same as MIA-ing already.. tian yi~ LOL..
Another very sad thing is when hear news about Japan.. Earthquake, tsunami.. Tsunami swept away homes, highways and the cars driving on them as waves 10 metres high hit the country's northeastern Pacific coast after the magnitude 8.9 quake, the biggest in nearly a century and a half.. Kyodo news agency reported 14 fires had broken out in Tokyo after the quake, and a refinery in Chiba, just outside the capital, was also ablaze.. Let's Pray hard for Japan!!
-xiia0zhux ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dear God, Please bless Japan, bless those victims that are suffering from the disaster.. no matter whether is any of our friends/ families are dhere, we're gonna pray with our heart for ALL of them.. Amen~
With Love; shazhu
.Wednesday, March 9, 2011 } 6:04 PM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
What ie need isnt gangster(s) or bodyguard(s) to protect mie, or robot(s) with no flaws and able to be with mie 24/7, or nanny(s) to takecare of mie.. What ie need is just one person, that hold mie tight in dhe arms and tell mie everything is alright, everything gonna be over soon.. ): This isnt gonna be something that would happen to mie.. ie dont even know what ie'm should do next.. Do euu even still rmb mie?.. Rmb that euu told mie to wait, give euu one month time?.. ie know euu wont be able to even contact mie even when ure one month deadline reached cause euu're in boys home.. heard lots and lots of things, ie really dunno in ure heart,what am ie to euu.. ie just need one answer and ie can know wad to do next.. but ie've no way to get dhe answer.. Now ie only cann hope that euu'll alright inside, thats all ie asked for, as a friend, or anything..
Next week is dhe day which dhe event is ): gonna see Guy1 again..well, now ie think ie'm okayy with seeing him already, even though, zirca is dhe club that he actually said dhe words, and made mie fall for him even deeper x.x But, its over, ie dont wanna make myself more and more idiotic and hold on to him when ie know its IMPOSSIBLE that we'll be together.. Even though ie still cant totally get over Guy1, but ie'm still trying.. if ie say ie got over him already, its a lie, to others and myself.. Just image euu fall into a HUGE DEEP hole, would euu be able to climb out so fast?... common sense )'; Now ie'm like, firstly, a HUGE DEEEEP, and when ie'm badly wounded, a hand came.. Pulled mie upp steps by steps, and again, suddenly dhe hand disappeared and ie fell even more deeper and deeper, got wounded more serious.. This is how my heart and mind is..Badly wounded..
-xiia0zhux
.Monday, March 7, 2011 } 1:45 AM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
♥SMOOVE Proudly Presents♥ YET ANOTHER WINNING EVENT
"S.M.A.S.H" THE TOP 40S EDITION `17 MARCH 2o11, Thursday `Party from 10PM – 5AM! Doors Opens at 11pm SHARP!! (: `ZIRCA [The Mega Club] `SGD25
Come 17th March 2011, for 01 night only, watch Singapore’s largest, most premium R&B and Hip Hop Club Zirca transform into an electrifying Dance and Party Arena as Lovers or not, Together or not, It’s Complicated or not gather for 01 night ONLY to catch the Number 01 Party in Singapore Happening this 17th March 2010.
As the Number 01 Authorized and Registered Party Organizer in Town, S.M.A.S.H, The Top 40s Edition this 2011 Is the season of love where we bring to the decks All of Singapore’s Top and Most Talented Dance DJs
Catch Singapore’s Most Entertaining and Popular Duo, [Inquisitive Feat Emcee SOF] Do their crazy lil thing on stage
And watch Singapore’s youngest and beautiful Female DJ, [DJ Charlotte] Burn up the decks and charm her ways to your hear
Last but not least, catch [DJ Ohan], all the way from Indonesia Bringing his ever heavy bass beats to the ground as he brings the party to a whole new level
S.M.A.S.H is definitely burning up the stage this 2011! We, at SMOOVE promise Non stop R&B, Hip Hop, Electropop Top 40s music and purely only music who has made the charts All night long!
[Ladies queue] To give you NO reason to miss this and to still remain the gentlemen crew that we are, we've decided, LADIES YOU'VE GET TO GO IN WITHOUT THE QUEUE! Skip the long queue! Skip waiting for bobbing heads in front of you! As long as you've got your ticket, we've got you zooming, wait, FLYING in!!! But hey hey, this offer's fast and quick, so GET IN BEFORE 1AM ♥
We’ve got THE ONES WHO MAKE ALL THE PARTY DIFFERENCE In the house to get you windin’ and grindin’, high on love, And having a HELLUVA fun night out!
So ladies and gentlemen, We are calling out to Everyone who have been with us and who love and support SMOOVE and her projects As a team, We cordially invite you to attend the very 1st Edition of our Self Titled Night ♥Get Smoove or Die Tryin♥
Get ready urself for the PARTY!! ♥ Do support me!! Those interested in FREE ENTRY ask me for more info!! Inbox me at my facebook or add me; http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?v=photos&id=672250200#!/profile.php?id=1635797476
.Sunday, March 6, 2011 } 11:49 PM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
was out with dad and saw this old uncle singing at amk hub outside, his singing, counted quite good for an old man like him ehh, we all should respect dhem!! (:
-xiia0zhux
.Saturday, March 5, 2011 } 11:01 PM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
ie really almost breakdown.. ): Being over stress-ed about sum stuff to settle and about sales, friends treating mie in a way like ie mean nothing , and lastly, found out what really happen to him.. ie doubt he would be able to even contact anyone on 14march.. My worries aint for nothing, he really did happen sumthing ): sighs.. So far, my sales still 0 !! )'; and ie need to hit 10.. ie've no ideal how to x.x my own stuff all haven settle yet, all those money problems.. ie'm just so stress-ed out!! ): anyways, ie just found out, damien is at boys home, not mia ): all this while ie already feel sumthing is wrong.. kept worrying about him.. and my worrying is for real ): no ideal how long he'll be inside , no ideal does he even still rmb that he asked mie to wait.. ie really duno.. ie'm just dying every single bit inside mie, ie've no ideal what ie'm gonna do next.. for now ie only know ie need to settle my stuff ASAP.. the rest, ie'm just gonna try put a side.. sighs..
Friends also.. dhey tot of how dheir brother feel, but didnt even bother to think about how ie feel at all.. ie'm a human too, not a toy with no feelings.. if everyone is sad, means ie've to be with dhem?.. no right.. ie'm not saying its wrong to care for ure brothers, but , ie do have feelings too.. after talking on fone with friend , argued, my tears all had loses its control )'; cried badly..how ie wish , just by crying, ie could cry all my stress and burden out x.x Really feel like breaking down anytime ): ie wanna mia for good, but ie cant, ie promised to try with my sales.. and ie'm doing it now x.x but it isnt getting any better , still 0 SALES!! May God Bless My Sales~
-xiia0zhux
.Friday, March 4, 2011 } 7:23 AM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
*AWWW, SO SWEEEET
* SO CUTE!! :3
*jakor & nigel
After the shopping spree, went home changed bathed and went prawnin dhere to meet jakor..dhen he asked whether wanna ask others ome along, ie said okayy cause ie break mia today already x.x So, he called kaifeng, xiaogui, kazua and nigel come ._. dhey cab-ed here and yeap, slack~ but ie felt soooo sooooooo sooooooo extraa ): dhen ie realise ie saw sumone familar, and ie tried msging and comfirm, and that silly keep turning here and dhere trying to find where am ie..LMAO! called him and he asked to go one side talk chat awhile, thinking that ie'm here like so extra anyways, so ie just went to talk to that idiot o.o talktalk awhile , went back to dhem and sitting behind dhem.. keep smoking and smoking.. saw dogs, that is SUPERRRR CUTE CAN!! omg de, cant stop myself from taking dheir pictures! :3
jakor prawning time is up, so dhey bbq dheir prawns and after that went to get my icecream~ hahaha :3 walked to 7-11 get my icecream , and awhile, realise that police is dhere.. and as expected, dhey kena screen.. ie was thinking whether ie should stay with dhem or should just walk away.. cause ie had one time whereby, police came screening , ie've dhe choice of going away cause ie'm not really standing together with my friends, but ie stayed, after that my friend scolded mie for not walking away ): Well, after dhey have been screened finish, went back to dhem.. ie felt damn bad.. for not staying dhere )'; like so.. wtf canns.. sighs.. dhen all cab-ed to amk , dheir house voiddeck dhere slack.. later kaifeng going in army already, thats why got more ppl ton-ing ._. actually wanted to go sent him with xiaogui one, but my dad late go work, ie cant go out ): siians~
actually, my mood is seriously very not good.. ie'm over stress-ed by alot things.. Money, sales .. on and on )'; smoked about 1pack within 6hours , how great!! -_-" sighs..
-xiia0zhux
.Thursday, March 3, 2011 } 8:10 PM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
Today, morning went court, hear wind korkor sentence.. ): he has been arrested with handcuff infront of mie T.T! not sure whats his sentence, but ie heard what 2 charges already is 18months 9stroke.. he got 3 charges )'; wind korkor is dhe korkor which is counted, treat mie most good one.. when my mother was admited to hospital , he keep accompany mie all when ie'm breaking down.. when my birthday celebration last year, total screwed up, friends just left mie alone there crying and cant be bothered, wind korkor pei mie all dhe way and even sent mie home.. ie'll miss him damn lot!! miss scolding him when he uses his private number to call mie x.x sighs..
Well, after dhe court, stella jiejie say wanna go walkwalk, but ie wearing a shoe that makes my feet hurts ): ie keep dont wanna go cause my shoe and my wearing..but stella jiejie keep say, can go buy slipper.. LOL dhen actaully ie keep say dont wan but after ie went toilet come out, ie told her, okayy lahh, go buy slipper at 7-11 lahh.. LOL, like happy only sia..hahas :3 dhen, bought slipper, off to bugis (: went buy movie ticket 1st dhen went street shopping , change into dhe clothes that we just bought.. but ie'm wearing slipper!! WTF totally dont suit what ie wear )'; But stella jiejie keep say looks alright -_- lmao~ and we realise we are late for our movie!! LOL summore raining very heavily!! Then, we bought a umbrella and chiong go our movie..laughs we watch the "i'm number four", quite nice show, but not a full movie -,- still got part two de >:
After movie, went back street continue shopping~ She hunt for shoes ie hunt for heels, and we hunt for dress!! :3 Well, ie spend more around 150+ just one shopping spree ): For dhe day, she manage to buy the shoe she like and dress.. ie only manage to get dress and clothes ): after shopping we went amk to meet her friend (: waited for her friend to come and eat.. After her friend reached, we went to eat , ate abit and wahs, went walk around awhile, talktalk , go home (: Funny thing is, her friend keep on saying ie'm superrrrr Cuteeeee~ LOLOLOL ._. lalala~ nothing much, END~
-xiia0zhux
.Sunday, February 27, 2011 } 7:40 AM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
Anyways, ie needed to explain myself, this guy is so-called, Guy 1, dhe one ie fell for very deeply and very complicated relationship.. And another guy, ie'm waiting now is my Ex.. which is so-called, Guy 2.. Damien, he pei mie and go through things with mie during dhe time ie'm suffering for Guy 1.. ie tried letting go Guy 1 for Guy 2(damien).. soon, ie realised when ie manage to let go 60% of my heart that ie fell for Guy1, and dhe 60% of my heart is with Guy 2 ,
Well, we got together, but we broke, due to sum reasons, ie'm waiting.. but his one month is gonna be upp soon ): ie know, ie'm just being naive and stubborn.. But its a promise for this relationship.. Even though he broke his promise that even he mia-ed he will never mia from mie but ie'll still wait for him, as he told mie to give him one month time.. he started mia-ing on 14feb, so, ie'm gonna wait till 14 march.. ie'm not hoping for anything, just hope that he'll be alright during dhe time he mia-ed ): Well, about dhe mia-ing, ie'm going mia for awhile too.. ie might be selfish to do this, but its a much more better solution for things.. like wad his friend had told mie, told mie to give up on him(damien), cause dont worth.. and he says that, damien once told him sumthing.. "mia-ing is the best solution for everything and break".. idc isit really that he mia reason is what he told me or is wad his friend saying, ie only hope that he'll be alright, thats all.. ie'm going One by One mia-ing for awhile..mayb till dhe deadline of dhe promise ba (:
`counting down 15days more to dhe deadline♥ -xiia0zhux
.Sunday, February 20, 2011 } 7:05 AM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
*caught this when people are dancing
Went down to scape for dhe smoove event, "Cupid's not in charge"..
took 10 tickets and try selling, total only sold 4 ):
thanks derek papa for coming down and pei mie, intend to help mie sell but sadly people that go there already have tickets le, so cant sell ):
went inside , kindda odd place for clubbing, its like a big circle and a stage..
a stage that only got two person standing up dhere and a group of people dancing down stair, lmao ._." ie kept finding miko meimei , she kept PS-ING me!! ):
heng siian, later ie dance with her, people come , ie try move away, but miko actually dance with other guys when her stead is at dhere too, but her stead uh, also ..... with other girls, wth ie dont get dhem sia -.- but nvm, ie have no right to say anything..
after awhile, arbo jiu no people come wanna dance with mie, arbo jiu one big group come, say wan dance with mie -,-
and miko meimei actually push mie to dhem and say she dance with others, ie also go dance with others la.. ie was like wtf cann!! -.- idw dance with dhem, so ie kept dancing with miko , but dhey still inisit dance with mie, dhen ALOT ppl keep stare and look at mie, ie super ps D:
Nvms, dhen ie walked away and sit at stage de stairs rest..
Well, dhe moment ie reached dhere, ie saw him..
ie duno wad to do, wad to say, ie just walked away.. x.x
sighs, but dhere is no way to run away to prevent seeing him, cause dhe whole night, ie duno see him how many times, straight eye contact.. ie wanted to smile and say hi, end up ie didnt..
ie still dont have the courage to do it )';
saw his facebook , he is like kindda down, ie wanna go up and tok to him, but ie just dont have dhe guts ): when ending time, miko saw her stead dancing with other girl, she straight walk off, ie bring her go stairs dhere to rest, she cried.. ie comfort her and everything..
ie turned, ie saw him, and guess wad, ie saw him hugged a girl..
ie cried..
LOL, jokes sia.. idk why ie still feel pain when ie sees him hugging another girl ):
after that, 6am event end~
accompany miko , took train and went home..
-xiia0zhux
.Saturday, February 19, 2011 } 6:24 AM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
*those black people thinks that dhey are cool being GANGSTER! LMAO *Rose, crane (:
Went out and slack with kaifeng, xiaogui and kazua (:
was boredd thus tear my cigg box de silver paper and start folding roses , cranes and teached xiaogui to fold crane~
hahas,
after that, slack till morning kaifeng need go work le, so we pei him go work :D
reached amk hub le, saw this bunch of indians, kpkb -.-
dhey think gangster very cool wor!! lmao la ._.
well, after that took same bus with xiaogui go home.. nothing much,
The End~
-xiia0zhux
.Tuesday, February 15, 2011 } 11:15 PM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
Its my birthday today.. Officially 17years old now..
but this year birthday, its still dhe same.. ie didnt expect wad special celebration at all, but not being all alone at home..
till night time, dad come home, he told me he brought a cake home, ie was like, oookayy..
but he went out..ie came back home from ahma house, alone at home staring at dhe cake, ie cried..
this is how pathetic ie am, accept dhe fact.. when ie wept my tear away, wanted to just blow a candle and make a wish like how normal birthday should be,
ie realise my dad didnt even asked dhe person to put candle or anything..
Joke, ie cried again.. till 11plus, ie just gave up crying, get a spoon and eat my cake thats how ie spend my birthday (: sighs..
And even till dhe end of my birthday, euu didnt even wish mie happy birthday..
sighs..
-xiia0zhux
.Monday, February 14, 2011 } 4:44 AM
☠ 傻猪; UntrustLove
等我爱上你的时候，你离开我.. This week is really a week ie tried my best to enjoy and dunn think about anything, including euu, well, and playing pool is now a game that ie enjoy and can try concentrate on it so that ie have less time to think about euu.. But, euu are still in my mind.. ie'm really at a lost of people's words now.. idk how to judge which word is real which word is fake.. my heart is in pieces ,my mind is in mess and ie'm in a LOST.. Dhere is no moreFOL, its onlyFML, ie'll keep this in mind.. sighs.. ie tried my best to enjoy myself and dont think about things.. But ie never fail to have things that reminds mie of euu )'; dhe more ie see ure facebook and all, dhe more ie felt like crying but ie kept it back cause ie know ie'm at outside.. ie've ton-ed so many days, drinked, smoked so much, all those Craps ie've been doing.. From a quit smoking to start smoking back, and now, a person which smoke almost half pack a day.. Now of days, ie kept vomiting after ie ate, even if ie didnt eat, ie still will vomit.. My body is Kindda rejecting food more now.. it doesnt matter..sighs ): Mayb ie really aint good enough for euu, ie guess..? sighs -xiia0zhux
N Th LADYY . N
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`Age; Officially 17, D.O.B;15o294
`Currently not schooling
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`i'm silly ,i'm naive and i've spilt personality♥,
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N Th AUDI .N
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N Th planings .N
"Love Red Parade" @SOUL CLUB, PAYM event; o7o811
"The MEGA Kitty Party" @StJames PowerHouse, Smoove event; 130611,11pm-5am
"S.M.A.S.H" @zirca[The MEGA Club],Smoove event; 170311,10pm-5am
"Cupid's not in charge" Valentine clubbing ,smoove event; 190211,11pm-6am
After ure 1month deadline, ie actually told myself to gave up already, took my time, slowly wanted to.. but 24march, 7:57:33pm euu texted mie; "i just came out(:"
*PARTY ALL NIGHT PEOPLE ♥ 
*party stopped my police )'; 
*this event,ie put fake lashes ._.
*AWWW, SO SWEEEET
* SO CUTE!! :3
*caught this when people are dancing 
*those black people thinks that dhey are cool being GANGSTER! LMAO
*Rose, crane (:
等我爱上你的时候，你离开我.. 
