ShaZhu

29th♥

2011-07-21T15:51:00.002+08:00

Attached to this silly babyboy, Alex C ♥
♥ 29th June 2o11 ♥
I know i'm being unfair to you but i'll try my very best to put in 100% like how i always put in when i'm in relationship..I'm sorry that i'm just too scared and afraid the same ending will happen and my heart is starting to keep back a little ):
Baby , we'll go through all this together alrights, ILOVEYOUBABYBOY♥

finally update ^^

2011-07-15T03:31:00.003+08:00

It has been quite long since i last updated my blog D:
Well, was too busy with my current life..
I'm currently working as a Full-time salesgirl at bishan junction8 and Part-time waitress at orchard restaurant..
Life is getting more and more stressful now of days ):
Money is always the biggest problem, i still have my hamsters to takecare of , transportation, food&drinks everyday outside seriously is killing me slowly , leaving me with 0 cents ):
but someone came into my life now, my dear babyboy, ♥ Alex C ♥ This stupid boy of mine is so slow, and cause of his slow-ness, February cant celebrate our anniversary unless leap years ):
hahahas, i dont know why but so many guys, but i choose to give it a try to this idiot baby of mine :X
shall update again ^~^

-xiia0zhux

Kitty Look-A-Like contest

2011-05-31T00:50:00.000+08:00

The contest ending date is 12june,
Please vote for me by liking the picture in the link ♥~♥
after liking please also help me ask your friends to like it too.
Arigato gozaimasu :3

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Smoove proudly presents; The MEGA Kitty Party♥

2011-05-30T00:49:00.000+08:00

*Update Details!*
Smoove proudly presents;
[The MEGA Kitty Party SG]
`@ Stjames powerhouse.
`13th june, monday
`Tickets at $25.
`Starts from 11pm till late! (:

Featuring;

[DJ HELLO's KITTY]
LOOK OUT FOR MISS AUTHENTIC MEOW MEOW IS PROUNCING THE DANCEFLOOR!
Get your cameras, ready, lights, SAY CHEESE!
For MISS HELLO KITTY IS ON THE DECKS!
Yes, never in your wildest dreams!

[DJ-OHAN]
Already having NO MORE titles to claim, this hardcore, agile, flexible, mental, sophisticated, onehelluva INDONESIA INTERNATIONAL IS ON THE DECKS!
From a rising star to now your shooting star!
This man will phew the kitty lights away!
& to all KPOP fans : get your night's dosage with him!
*pew pew pew meowwwww*
For 01 only, he's gonna make HELLO KITTY SCREAM FOR MORE!!!

[S.O.F]
Oh-oh!
Party Master's back in town! But hey, we've got a special guest too!
Now now S.O.F along with Kitty will assure you,
THAT THE NIGHT IS GONNA BE HAPPENING

[Tech-Nick]
We're going viral!
Introducing one of the coolest geeks you'll ever find in forever,
TECH-NICK is the epitome of the FUTURE!
So get lost with him in the present, blast thru the past and land up in the ever changing future!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~♥~♥~♥~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"ALCOHOL AVAILABLE ON THE 2ND FLOOR"
Lets Bottom up KITTY!!

KITTY's VIP LANE
FIRST 100 Ladies get a free
Lollipop :)
Look out cause it will be raining with sweets
and lollipops from HELLO's KITTY. CATCH'em all

HIGHLIGHTS:

*Look out cause the skies are clouded with disko lights and erm, whiskers?
Imagine raining sweets and lollipops, ALL FROM HELLO's KITTY herself
Be sure to catch'em all

*Wanna experience a kitty good time?!
Simply turn up and we guarantee each of you a jolly KITTY time!
With HELLO KITTY's at the door, rush down and get your pictures taken!
WANT MORE!?

With HELLO's KITTY at the door,
rush down to get your photos take

For more information, details, guestlist, reservation of tickets, FREE entry,
Add me up in facebook : www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1635797476 (:
andand there will be hellokitty mascot there! (:
chio~

Support me! Help me to spread this msg to your friends alrights?
Thanks alot ♥

2011-04-08T13:02:00.002+08:00

Guy 1 = N (unknown relationship) Guy 2 = D (my ex) `gonna update my blog soon, mayb tmr or sunday (: blog is dying, so am ie .. sighs -xiia0zhux

有一种爱叫做放手,我不能给你的幸福就让别人代替我吧

2011-04-03T07:35:00.000+08:00

有一种爱叫做放手,我不能给你的幸福就让别人代替我吧。

i cried and i'm still crying )';

2011-03-29T02:37:00.000+08:00

Things just kept happening, ie'm too stressed up already, like seriously,
ie need to let myself have a break of everything..)';
came lann, actaully wanted to check my ite result, cant login, my mood became more and more bad, and my friend, yurong, helped mie to check , he manage to went into my ite istudent account to see, and dhe ite stated :
"we regret to inform you that your application for ITE courses is not successful. The training places in the courses you have applied for have been filled."
ie see le, jitao sot diao ):
my emotions took mie over control, which also mean, ie lost control,
vent all my anger on facebook wall like nobody bussiness, and have a big cry after that.. wanted to drink and smoke to screw my body even more, but ie didnt..ie havent been smoking for week plus already.. just tiredd..
Primary 3 started smoking, sec1 quitted cause of a "sister", started back smoking at sec4 , too many things happen and ie've no one to turn to..
from a quitted smoking to a person that smoked 1 pack within 6hours, the reason is stupid but ie'm dumb yeah, no choice..
But really, over stressed leads mie to end up this way..
Tmr ie'm working 11hours non-stop, no breaks and ie'm still outside with my sick and screwed up body (Y)
ie'm still outside for god sake.. idk how am ie gonna work tmr )'; only hope ie cann control my emotions when ie'm working yeah, thats all for now,BYE~

P.M: After so much of crying and thinking , ie'll do as what euu wished, ie'll let euu go, give up on euu..
D ,Last long with ure girl now..

-xiia0zhux

Our story,finally got an ending

2011-03-28T04:44:00.001+08:00

After ure 1month deadline, ie actually told myself to gave up already, took my time, slowly wanted to.. but 24march, 7:57:33pm euu texted mie; "i just came out(:"
ie stoned for awhile when ie saw ure name appearing in my phone, ie tot my eyes are playing trick on mie, but no, its euu.. from dhe day we got together, ure contact name in my phone remains dhe same till now..
when ie'm letting go, euu came back, and ie'm totally have no ideal what to do next..
talked, texted to euu like normal friends..
ie've got an answer from euu of dhe break and dhe requesting of 1 month.. ie believed, as for now, idk should ie believe it.. But it doesnt really matters anymore..

Holding a hope, ie even thought of waiting for euu finish ure probation which is 2 years..
so silly of mie to even think about that yea.. all those words euu've said to mie, gave mie false hopes and dhe next moment, euu became someone else "babyboy".
ie felt dhe pain inside mie, its like gonna be a instant death..
ie've enough of "helping" euu find all sorts of "reasons" for what ever things euu're doing or euu had done..
By finding all sorts of "reasons" for euu, ie'm killing my own self without even realising it..
ie've cried so much , think so much, ie'm tiredd and ie cant get myself to rest..
cried till midnight, finally my tears have stopped, But dhe sky accompany and started crying too, went down for a walk, cry together with dhe sky ♥
ie'll stop and rest all this awhile now, tiredd of all this craps thats happening thats really screwing my life, making it even more fxxkup x.x
The end it shall be;

-xiia0zhux

♥SMOOVE Proudly Presents; S.M.A.S.H♥Get Smoove or Die Tryin♥

2011-03-20T06:57:00.001+08:00

♥SMOOVE Proudly Presents♥

We at SMOOVE Coordially invite you to Singapore's largest, most underground

Hip Hop Event of 2011 ROMP VI

"THE ULTIMATE DANCE PARTY"

`8th April 2o11

`Door opens 8PM SHARP

`SCAPE WAREHOUSE

`SGD $25

8th April 2011, the night to watch as we transform An empty Warehouse space into an electrifying underground Hip Hop Grinding Dance Arena as Hip Hop Lovers, Girls and Boys, Crews or Not, Rappers and MCs, Dancers or BBoys gather for 01 night ONLY to catch and be part of

ROMP VI

Happening this 8th April 2011 It's been a GLORIOUS HIP HOPPIN' 6 YEARS for us And we are inviting all the Hip Hop Dance Troupes that have played a part with us before To come together to dance the night away and to take the element of dance to another level So come 8th April 2011,

come watch an outstanding and stylishly put together segment of dance As we close these GLORIOUS 6 YEARS with the ULTIMATE DANCE PARTY of 2011 Catch special celebrity guest performances and appearances by BBoy Crews and members of the prestigious Hip Hop Clan of Singapore.

*ROMP VI is also featuring Singapore's Number 1 R&B GIRLIE DJ

[[DJ KZEE ]] (POWERHOUSE's SUPAFLY DJ)

For a special choreographed segment never heard and never seen before

The current Resident DJ at St James Power House is set to rock the stage and the dance floor As he drops his dirty beats and nonstop ultimate dance hits!

ROMP V is definitely burning up the stage this 2011!

We promise non-stop R&B Hip Hop music all night

Featuring A special Duo DJ and An equally special Duo MC set for the night Spinning all night long, we are introducing

[DJ SOF FT DEWDROPZZ]

One of Singapore's smoothest R&B DJs With his transitions and bass melodies Accompanied by his soul brother, Dewdropzz It's not everyday where you get 02 for the price of 01!

[DJ OHAN FT TECHTONICK]

Latest DJ Import from Indonesia, SMOOVE is proud to present DJ Ohan with his heavy roots in Dirty Dutch and his pure understanding of R&B/Hip Hop Accompanied by Singapore's youngest and most badass MC, Techtonick

Be charmed by these 02! ROMP VI this year comes in the form of a Take Home World Premier THE ULTIMATE DANCE PARTY CD With 100 Minutes worth of produced and remioxed Dance Tracks from various DJs in the industry That you can start grinding to even in the comfort of your home, car and even when you are in school :p

So ladies and gentlemen, you and you RESPECT RESPECT! We cordially invite you to attend the Sixth Instalment, Hip Hop Never Seen Before and possibly the last ever instalment till we meet again

♥Get Smoove or Die Tryin♥

Get ready urself for the PARTY!! ♥

Do support me!! Those interested in FREE ENTRY ask me for more info!!

Inbox me at my facebook or add me; http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?v=photos&id=672250200#!/profile.php?id=1635797476

My New Stupid Short fringe )';

2011-03-19T07:32:00.001+08:00

Well, as euu all cann see, had cut my hair le , and my fringe now is superrr short )';

very heart pain but cant paste my fringe back, no choice, have to face people with my short fringe T.T!

nothing much, BYEEE!

-xiia0zhux

"S.M.A.S.H" @Zirca[The MEGA Club] Smoove event(:

2011-03-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

*PARTY ALL NIGHT PEOPLE ♥

*party stopped my police )';

*this event,ie put fake lashes ._.

Cab down after work to zirca cause boss and cheryl ahma and her friends are there already..
reached dhere, got money from buyers, and took tickets from boss, give buyers tickets, pei cheryl ahma and her friend see her friend eat ._.
after that, time for ahma dhey all go in zirca for party lerhh, saw a bloody long queueee ahma jitao wtf LOL, went to ladies prority to queue but still quite many people too x.x daniel came down to support mie too(:
Well, got myself a ticket and went in with ahma dhey all while daniel go for his dinner 1st..ahaha ._.
BUT, dance awhile dhen PARTY HAS BEEN STOPPED BY POLICE _l_
stupidd police spoilt our party come in walk around, shit euu all man! ):
well, while later party resume (:
inside is a bloody party going on man :3
like Zirca TTM!!♥

awhile later, went out for break, dheir smoking time and went for a walk, went back to zirca and saw a angmo like loitering outside zirca and like looking for sumone, came walked to mie, and just being friendly, our conversation start and he asked whether ie'm going in dance too, after ie asked him if he's interested to go in for party ie can sell him a ticket since dhere is few hours more to go for party to end yeah..
ie told him ie'm going in but not really going dance(trying to fake, cause ie dont dance with guys), But while talking, his hands isnt very properly kept, itchy hand uh!!
no lah, he just touch my shoulder and hands while talking-.- and ofcoz ie did stop him.. since he not really interested in my tickets, so be it.. ie went sit down while waiting for cheryl ahma dhey all to smoke finish..
went in and its, PARTY TIME ~ ♥
PARTY ALL NIGHT~
party ends, went buy drinks and share cab home (: really is damnn funn♥
had enjoyed dhe night, hope everyone have dhe same feeling yeah ^^

-xiia0zhux

2011-03-15T04:57:00.002+08:00

Dhe deadline is over, ie cry and cry non stop like one retarded kid..
alot things kept running in my mind..
idk what to say about cause dhere is simply too many things..
but,anyways thanks to my friend,
yurong, called mie in middle of the night to pei mie tok on fone even though his mouth is hurting, XieXie !! (:

-xiia0zhux

14th march , one month deadline

2011-03-14T05:01:00.003+08:00

Today, is 14th march, one month after euu went mia-ed.. idk when did euu got into dhe boys home but 14th feb is dhe last news about euu..
ie've so much things ie wanna ask euu, but ie cant, dhere is no ways to ask euu..
even if ie manage to ask euu, ie wonder do euu even rmb mie, rmb that euu asked mie to give euu dhe time, dhe one month..
If ie just left, it might be unfair to euu, but what if, euu are like what ie've thought of,
forgotten about mie, forgotten dhe promises, forgotten that euu asked mie to wait for euu, give euu one month..
If its really like that, ie will be dhe dumbest girl already..

`你还记得我吗？
`记得我们的约定吗？

One by One, pull mie out from dhe deep dark hole, and drop mie down to even deeper hole again..
ie wonder, Isit really funn to toy people feelings?.. Do euu people feel THAT good after seeing people suffer after euu toyed dheir feelings?..
ie didnt wanna just sentence death to euu, but its like, ie've so much so much question, worries, and ie realised, euu are no longer dhe damien ie was so closed with when time past , ie admit ie think alot, euu should have known how ie'm suffering from..
sighs, my mood just swing like no tmr after listening to sum songs, thought of alot things ie shouldnt be thinking about.. curious, what does "I LOVE YOU" stand for anyway?
a word with no meaning ie guess..?
when can sumone prove to mie that those words DO HAVE a meaning?
Well, ie doubt so..cause, ie'm ALONE,
as usual (';

-xiia0zhux

Sick ; Pray for japan

2011-03-13T00:37:00.003+08:00

Till now, ie'm still sick ):
sighs, tmr working morning and ie'm still at lann -_-
ie recently is like totally didnt meet anyone unless is work people sia..
Phone also going R.I.P soon ):
Soon, ie would be same as MIA-ing already.. tian yi~
LOL..

Another very sad thing is when hear news about Japan..
Earthquake, tsunami..
Tsunami swept away homes, highways and the cars driving on them as waves 10 metres high hit the country's northeastern Pacific coast after the magnitude 8.9 quake, the biggest in nearly a century and a half..
Kyodo news agency reported 14 fires had broken out in Tokyo after the quake, and a refinery in Chiba, just outside the capital, was also ablaze..
Let's Pray hard for Japan!!

-xiia0zhux
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dear God,
Please bless Japan, bless those victims that are suffering from the disaster..
no matter whether is any of our friends/ families are dhere, we're gonna pray with our heart for ALL of them..
Amen~

With Love;
shazhu

)';

2011-03-09T18:04:00.004+08:00

What ie need isnt gangster(s) or bodyguard(s) to protect mie, or robot(s) with no flaws and able to be with mie 24/7, or nanny(s) to takecare of mie..
What ie need is just one person, that hold mie tight in dhe arms and tell mie everything is alright, everything gonna be over soon.. ):
This isnt gonna be something that would happen to mie..
ie dont even know what ie'm should do next..
Do euu even still rmb mie?.. Rmb that euu told mie to wait, give euu one month time?..
ie know euu wont be able to even contact mie even when ure one month deadline reached cause euu're in boys home.. heard lots and lots of things, ie really dunno in ure heart,what am ie to euu..
ie just need one answer and ie can know wad to do next.. but ie've no way to get dhe answer..
Now ie only cann hope that euu'll alright inside, thats all ie asked for, as a friend, or anything..

Next week is dhe day which dhe event is ): gonna see Guy1 again..well, now ie think ie'm okayy with seeing him already, even though, zirca is dhe club that he actually said dhe words, and made mie fall for him even deeper x.x
But, its over, ie dont wanna make myself more and more idiotic and hold on to him when ie know its IMPOSSIBLE that we'll be together..
Even though ie still cant totally get over Guy1, but ie'm still trying.. if ie say ie got over him already,
its a lie, to others and myself.. Just image euu fall into a HUGE DEEP hole, would euu be able to climb out so fast?... common sense )';
Now ie'm like, firstly, a HUGE DEEEEP, and when ie'm badly wounded, a hand came..
Pulled mie upp steps by steps, and again, suddenly dhe hand disappeared and ie fell even more deeper and deeper, got wounded more serious..
This is how my heart and mind is.. Badly wounded..

-xiia0zhux

♥SMOOVE Proudly Presents; S.M.A.S.H♥Get Smoove or Die Tryin♥

2011-03-07T01:45:00.000+08:00

♥SMOOVE Proudly Presents♥
YET ANOTHER WINNING EVENT

"S.M.A.S.H"
THE TOP 40S EDITION
`17 MARCH 2o11, Thursday
`Party from 10PM – 5AM!
Doors Opens at 11pm SHARP!! (:
`ZIRCA [The Mega Club]
`SGD25

Come 17th March 2011, for 01 night only,
watch Singapore’s largest, most premium R&B and Hip Hop Club
Zirca transform into an electrifying Dance and Party Arena as
Lovers or not, Together or not, It’s Complicated or not gather for
01 night ONLY to catch the Number 01 Party in Singapore
Happening this 17th March 2010.

As the Number 01 Authorized and Registered Party Organizer in Town,
S.M.A.S.H, The Top 40s Edition this 2011
Is the season of love where we bring to the decks
All of Singapore’s Top and Most Talented
Dance DJs

Catch Singapore’s Most Entertaining and Popular Duo,
[Inquisitive Feat Emcee SOF]
Do their crazy lil thing on stage

And watch Singapore’s youngest and beautiful Female DJ,
[DJ Charlotte]
Burn up the decks and charm her ways to your hear

Last but not least, catch
[DJ Ohan],
all the way from Indonesia
Bringing his ever heavy bass beats to the ground as he brings the party to a whole new level

S.M.A.S.H is definitely burning up the stage this 2011!
We, at SMOOVE promise
Non stop R&B, Hip Hop, Electropop Top 40s music and purely only music who has made the charts
All night long!

[Ladies queue]
To give you NO reason to miss this and to still remain the gentlemen crew that we are, we've decided,
LADIES YOU'VE GET TO GO IN WITHOUT THE QUEUE!
Skip the long queue! Skip waiting for bobbing heads in front of you!
As long as you've got your ticket, we've got you zooming, wait, FLYING in!!!
But hey hey, this offer's fast and quick, so GET IN BEFORE 1AM ♥

We’ve got THE ONES WHO MAKE ALL THE PARTY DIFFERENCE
In the house to get you windin’ and grindin’, high on love,
And having a HELLUVA fun night out!

So ladies and gentlemen,
We are calling out to Everyone who have been with us and who love and support SMOOVE and her projects
As a team,
We cordially invite you to attend the very 1st Edition of our Self Titled Night
♥Get Smoove or Die Tryin♥

Get ready urself for the PARTY!! ♥
Do support me!! Those interested in FREE ENTRY ask me for more info!!
Inbox me at my facebook or add me;
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?v=photos&id=672250200#!/profile.php?id=1635797476

Old uncle with pro singing at his age! (:

2011-03-06T23:49:00.001+08:00

was out with dad and saw this old uncle singing at amk hub outside,
his singing, counted quite good for an old man like him ehh,
we all should respect dhem!! (:

-xiia0zhux

Breaking down )';

2011-03-05T23:01:00.003+08:00

ie really almost breakdown.. ):
Being over stress-ed about sum stuff to settle and about sales, friends treating mie in a way like ie mean nothing , and lastly, found out what really happen to him.. ie doubt he would be able to even contact anyone on 14march.. My worries aint for nothing, he really did happen sumthing ):
sighs..
So far, my sales still 0 !! )'; and ie need to hit 10.. ie've no ideal how to x.x
my own stuff all haven settle yet, all those money problems.. ie'm just so stress-ed out!! ):
anyways, ie just found out, damien is at boys home, not mia ):
all this while ie already feel sumthing is wrong.. kept worrying about him..
and my worrying is for real ): no ideal how long he'll be inside , no ideal does he even still rmb that he asked mie to wait.. ie really duno.. ie'm just dying every single bit inside mie, ie've no ideal what ie'm gonna do next..
for now ie only know ie need to settle my stuff ASAP.. the rest, ie'm just gonna try put a side..
sighs..

Friends also..
dhey tot of how dheir brother feel, but didnt even bother to think about how ie feel at all..
ie'm a human too, not a toy with no feelings..
if everyone is sad, means ie've to be with dhem?.. no right..
ie'm not saying its wrong to care for ure brothers, but , ie do have feelings too..
after talking on fone with friend , argued, my tears all had loses its control )';
cried badly..how ie wish , just by crying, ie could cry all my stress and burden out x.x
Really feel like breaking down anytime ):
ie wanna mia for good, but ie cant, ie promised to try with my sales..
and ie'm doing it now x.x but it isnt getting any better , still 0 SALES!!
May God Bless My Sales~

-xiia0zhux

Ton-ing~

2011-03-04T07:23:00.002+08:00

*AWWW, SO SWEEEET

* SO CUTE!! :3

*jakor & nigel

After the shopping spree, went home changed bathed and went prawnin dhere to meet jakor..dhen he asked whether wanna ask others ome along, ie said okayy cause ie break mia today already x.x
So, he called kaifeng, xiaogui, kazua and nigel come ._.
dhey cab-ed here and yeap, slack~
but ie felt soooo sooooooo sooooooo extraa ):
dhen ie realise ie saw sumone familar, and ie tried msging and comfirm, and that silly keep turning here and dhere trying to find where am ie..LMAO!
called him and he asked to go one side talk chat awhile, thinking that ie'm here like so extra anyways, so ie just went to talk to that idiot o.o
talktalk awhile , went back to dhem and sitting behind dhem.. keep smoking and smoking..
saw dogs, that is SUPERRRR CUTE CAN!! omg de, cant stop myself from taking dheir pictures! :3

jakor prawning time is up, so dhey bbq dheir prawns and after that went to get my icecream~
hahaha :3 walked to 7-11 get my icecream , and awhile, realise that police is dhere.. and as expected, dhey kena screen..
ie was thinking whether ie should stay with dhem or should just walk away..
cause ie had one time whereby, police came screening , ie've dhe choice of going away cause ie'm not really standing together with my friends, but ie stayed, after that my friend scolded mie for not walking away ):
Well, after dhey have been screened finish, went back to dhem.. ie felt damn bad..
for not staying dhere )'; like so.. wtf canns..
sighs.. dhen all cab-ed to amk , dheir house voiddeck dhere slack.. later kaifeng going in army already, thats why got more ppl ton-ing ._. actually wanted to go sent him with xiaogui one, but my dad late go work, ie cant go out ): siians~

actually, my mood is seriously very not good..
ie'm over stress-ed by alot things.. Money, sales .. on and on )';
smoked about 1pack within 6hours , how great!! -_-"
sighs..

-xiia0zhux

Shopping spree ~ $$$ Fly~

2011-03-03T20:10:00.003+08:00

Today, morning went court, hear wind korkor sentence.. ):
he has been arrested with handcuff infront of mie T.T!
not sure whats his sentence, but ie heard what 2 charges already is 18months 9stroke.. he got 3 charges )';
wind korkor is dhe korkor which is counted, treat mie most good one..
when my mother was admited to hospital , he keep accompany mie all when ie'm breaking down..
when my birthday celebration last year, total screwed up, friends just left mie alone there crying and cant be bothered, wind korkor pei mie all dhe way and even sent mie home..
ie'll miss him damn lot!! miss scolding him when he uses his private number to call mie x.x
sighs..

Well, after dhe court, stella jiejie say wanna go walkwalk, but ie wearing a shoe that makes my feet hurts ):
ie keep dont wanna go cause my shoe and my wearing..but stella jiejie keep say, can go buy slipper.. LOL dhen actaully ie keep say dont wan but after ie went toilet come out, ie told her, okayy lahh, go buy slipper at 7-11 lahh..
LOL, like happy only sia..hahas :3
dhen, bought slipper, off to bugis (:
went buy movie ticket 1st dhen went street shopping , change into dhe clothes that we just bought.. but ie'm wearing slipper!! WTF totally dont suit what ie wear )';
But stella jiejie keep say looks alright -_- lmao~
and we realise we are late for our movie!! LOL summore raining very heavily!!
Then, we bought a umbrella and chiong go our movie..laughs
we watch the "i'm number four", quite nice show, but not a full movie -,- still got part two de >:

After movie, went back street continue shopping~
She hunt for shoes ie hunt for heels, and we hunt for dress!! :3
Well, ie spend more around 150+ just one shopping spree ):
For dhe day, she manage to buy the shoe she like and dress..
ie only manage to get dress and clothes ):
after shopping we went amk to meet her friend (:
waited for her friend to come and eat..
After her friend reached, we went to eat , ate abit and wahs, went walk around awhile, talktalk , go home (:
Funny thing is, her friend keep on saying ie'm superrrrr Cuteeeee~
LOLOLOL ._.
lalala~ nothing much, END~

-xiia0zhux

Mia ♥

2011-02-27T07:40:00.009+08:00

Anyways, ie needed to explain myself,
this guy is so-called, Guy 1, dhe one ie fell for very deeply and very complicated relationship.. And another guy, ie'm waiting now is my Ex.. which is so-called, Guy 2..
Damien, he pei mie and go through things with mie during dhe time ie'm suffering for Guy 1..
ie tried letting go Guy 1 for Guy 2(damien)..
soon, ie realised when ie manage to let go 60% of my heart that ie fell for Guy1, and dhe 60% of my heart is with Guy 2 ,

Well, we got together, but we broke, due to sum reasons, ie'm waiting..
but his one month is gonna be upp soon ):
ie know, ie'm just being naive and stubborn.. But its a promise for this relationship..
Even though he broke his promise that even he mia-ed he will never mia from mie but ie'll still wait for him, as he told mie to give him one month time..
he started mia-ing on 14feb, so, ie'm gonna wait till 14 march.. ie'm not hoping for anything, just hope that he'll be alright during dhe time he mia-ed ):
Well, about dhe mia-ing,
ie'm going mia for awhile too.. ie might be selfish to do this, but its a much more better solution for things.. like wad his friend had told mie,
told mie to give up on him(damien), cause dont worth.. and he says that, damien once told him sumthing..
"mia-ing is the best solution for everything and break"..
idc isit really that he mia reason is what he told me or is wad his friend saying, ie only hope that he'll be alright, thats all..
ie'm going One by One mia-ing for awhile..mayb till dhe deadline of dhe promise ba (:

`counting down 15days more to dhe deadline♥
-xiia0zhux

"Cupid's Not In-Charge" Smoove event :D

2011-02-20T07:05:00.003+08:00

*caught this when people are dancing

Went down to scape for dhe smoove event, "Cupid's not in charge"..

took 10 tickets and try selling, total only sold 4 ):

thanks derek papa for coming down and pei mie, intend to help mie sell but sadly people that go there already have tickets le, so cant sell ):

went inside , kindda odd place for clubbing, its like a big circle and a stage..

a stage that only got two person standing up dhere and a group of people dancing down stair, lmao ._." ie kept finding miko meimei , she kept PS-ING me!! ):

heng siian, later ie dance with her, people come , ie try move away, but miko actually dance with other guys when her stead is at dhere too, but her stead uh, also ..... with other girls, wth ie dont get dhem sia -.- but nvm, ie have no right to say anything..

after awhile, arbo jiu no people come wanna dance with mie, arbo jiu one big group come, say wan dance with mie -,-

and miko meimei actually push mie to dhem and say she dance with others, ie also go dance with others la.. ie was like wtf cann!! -.- idw dance with dhem, so ie kept dancing with miko , but dhey still inisit dance with mie, dhen ALOT ppl keep stare and look at mie, ie super ps D:

Nvms, dhen ie walked away and sit at stage de stairs rest..

Well, dhe moment ie reached dhere, ie saw him..

ie duno wad to do, wad to say, ie just walked away.. x.x

sighs, but dhere is no way to run away to prevent seeing him, cause dhe whole night, ie duno see him how many times, straight eye contact.. ie wanted to smile and say hi, end up ie didnt..

ie still dont have the courage to do it )';

saw his facebook , he is like kindda down, ie wanna go up and tok to him, but ie just dont have dhe guts ): when ending time, miko saw her stead dancing with other girl, she straight walk off, ie bring her go stairs dhere to rest, she cried.. ie comfort her and everything..

ie turned, ie saw him, and guess wad, ie saw him hugged a girl..

ie cried..

LOL, jokes sia.. idk why ie still feel pain when ie sees him hugging another girl ):

after that, 6am event end~

accompany miko , took train and went home..

-xiia0zhux

2011-02-19T06:24:00.003+08:00

*those black people thinks that dhey are cool being GANGSTER! LMAO
*Rose, crane (:

Went out and slack with kaifeng, xiaogui and kazua (:

was boredd thus tear my cigg box de silver paper and start folding roses , cranes and teached xiaogui to fold crane~

hahas,

after that, slack till morning kaifeng need go work le, so we pei him go work :D

reached amk hub le, saw this bunch of indians, kpkb -.-

dhey think gangster very cool wor!! lmao la ._.

well, after that took same bus with xiaogui go home.. nothing much,

The End~

-xiia0zhux

2011-02-15T23:15:00.004+08:00

Its my birthday today.. Officially 17years old now..

but this year birthday, its still dhe same.. ie didnt expect wad special celebration at all, but not being all alone at home..

till night time, dad come home, he told me he brought a cake home, ie was like, oookayy..

but he went out..ie came back home from ahma house, alone at home staring at dhe cake, ie cried..

this is how pathetic ie am, accept dhe fact.. when ie wept my tear away, wanted to just blow a candle and make a wish like how normal birthday should be,

ie realise my dad didnt even asked dhe person to put candle or anything..

Joke, ie cried again.. till 11plus, ie just gave up crying, get a spoon and eat my cake thats how ie spend my birthday (: sighs..

And even till dhe end of my birthday, euu didnt even wish mie happy birthday..

sighs..

-xiia0zhux

等我爱上你的时候，你离开我..

2011-02-14T04:44:00.001+08:00

等我爱上你的时候，你离开我..
This week is really a week ie tried my best to enjoy and dunn think about anything, including euu,
well, and playing pool is now a game that ie enjoy and can try concentrate on it so that ie have less time to think about euu.. But, euu are still in my mind.. ie'm really at a lost of people's words now..
idk how to judge which word is real which word is fake..
my heart is in pieces ,my mind is in mess and ie'm in a LOST..
Dhere is no more FOL, its only FML, ie'll keep this in mind.. sighs..
ie tried my best to enjoy myself and dont think about things.. But ie never fail to have things that reminds mie of euu )';
dhe more ie see ure facebook and all, dhe more ie felt like crying but ie kept it back cause ie know ie'm at outside.. ie've ton-ed so many days, drinked, smoked so much, all those Craps ie've been doing.. From a quit smoking to start smoking back, and now, a person which smoke almost half pack a day.. Now of days, ie kept vomiting after ie ate, even if ie didnt eat, ie still will vomit.. My body is Kindda rejecting food more now..
it doesnt matter..sighs ):
Mayb ie really aint good enough for euu, ie guess..? sighs

-xiia0zhux

2011-02-13T17:55:00.004+08:00

* my fav, SALMON ^^

*sakae :3

*sakae yusheng :DD

*SPOT 4 person doing sumthing in common! <:

*all sleeping =.=

Ton-ed more than 1 day, but isnt in mood, waited for cab to go home also no have!

jurong suucks ttm!

well, after that jiu have my 1st meal of 2days with wind korkor (:

went go sakae sushii, actually wanted to eat dhe buffet de, but dhe place no have, so we order de lor D:

well, if we didnt order dhe yusheng, ie think dhe price will be almost dhe same as eating buffet..

Lol, nvms, overall all was fine but just that , ie wait very long also no salmon sushii come de lorhh,

need order -.-

lmao, after eat le jiu cab home, waited more dhen 1 hour also no cab,

end up wind korkor help mie call cab..

lol~ well reached home, seriously shag ._.

Mood aint right~

-xiia0zhux

2011-02-07T02:12:00.000+08:00

ie'm Sorry.. For everything, maybe ie'm really naive and selfish to think that euu could help mie to replace those crap memories.. gave euu a feeling that ie'm using euu, making euu stress and made euu be miserable, ie'm sorry..
euu believe it or not, ie trusted euu..

Cold ):

2011-02-05T18:30:00.003+08:00

Felt dhe coldness from euu ):
we just started only T.T! hope its just mie, thinking too much ba..
euu say euu working thats why cant reply , butbut,
still should havee tell mie eariler so ie wont think so much ):
well, that isnt dhe worst, worst is,
ure phone is dying, and euu have a busy day today ..
it also means, if ure phone died, euu = mia to mie )';
sighs, going prepare and off to cheryl gan ahma house x.x
Baby, ie dunn like dhe feeling of being cold !! T.T
hope euu'll have funn and take care ureself later♥
♥IMY♥ILY♥ my dumbdumb dear

-xiia0zhux

♥ 050220110505 ♥

2011-02-05T07:00:00.001+08:00

Attached to Damien Lim dumbdumb baby♥
♥ 050220110505 ♥
Thanks for dhe effort euu put in to go through with mie,
boy, ILY♥ will never forget our word, FOL♥
ie promise ie'll continue try my best to totally get over it ,its a promise that ie'm making!! (:

ZO ♥ DL

-xiia0zhux

1month plus had past

2011-02-01T22:13:00.001+08:00

It has been a month plus of dhe hard work of getting over euu,

from ure wall, ie cann see euu aint dhe guy ie fallen deeply foranymore..

idk who euu really is , it hurts badly at dhe start, but dhe hurt gt lesser and lesser after time pass.. dhe pain got lesser bit by bit everytime , even though it hurts ):
ie kept on thinking why do ie need to be like this when ie cann see EVERY FACTS that ie shouldnt be like this for him, AT ALL.. well, guess what, ie'm gonna stand , stand strong and walk out of it (:
its just time that ie need now.. ie'm gonna say, "HI, FRIEND" to euu when dhe next time ie have my guts and mind got over it.. very soon!...! :D
the person only cann accompany mie go through with what ie'm going through, but its wad ie see that makes mie give up and start letting go then, get over it.. It hurts at starting ,its still hurting ,but , its much more lesser everytime (: ♥

-xiia0zhux

《寂寞寂寞就好》田馥甄

2011-01-24T02:51:00.004+08:00

還是原來那個我不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾遲早我會換這張臉一堆笑容

不算什麼愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
想到快瘋掉死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了
賴著不放掉人本來就寂寞的
借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你是我自己做夢你有改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用每個人有每個人的業障因果
會有什麼什麼都沒有早點看破才看的見以後

我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
想到快瘋掉死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了
賴著不放掉人本來就寂寞的
我總會把你戒掉

all dhe colour in red is dhe words ie would have to put it in my mind !! sighs..
-xiia0zhux

♥11:11♥

2011-01-22T23:11:00.001+08:00

♥‎11:11♥
How ie wish everything is just a dream and when ie woke up, ie will have everything back to normal )';

-xiia0zhux

impressions ):

2011-01-22T21:06:00.000+08:00

Recently hear all sort of things euu are doing and did really makes mie feel dhe pain directly hit my heart )':
Impression of euu in my heart was so high and mightly above anyone..
but now, wad ie heard that euu've doing ,has pop out a word in my mind and that is , "childish"..
revenging uh..? how long is this kind of games gonna go?
ie was hoping that ie would be able to wait till dhe day euu will wake and think back what euu're doing and what euu did, isit really dhe right thing to do anot..
Not finding out dhe truth of dhe story and just judge ppl and sentence dhem a "death"..
idk dhe whole story, ie might be wrong to think like that,
but still, what euu did seriously, made mie suffer from one pain that is indirectly hitting towards mie when ie see and hear all this stuff..
how ie wish.. euu are still dhe guy that is in my heart ,
still dhe same as dhe impression ie have of euu ):

-xiia0zhux

Trust in human beings ?

2011-01-17T01:07:00.003+08:00

People all change.. people one by one leave..
its like, when euu are in dhe dark, someone open a small hole and let dhe light to be seen,
when euu walk towards it closer and closer, it closed..
Left euu dhere again, all this kept on repeating and repeating..
Sometimes, really do wonder, is dhere any human beings that really cann be trusted with dheir words..?
No matter friends, gans, relationships..
why are humans so fake.. Aint dhere any human that cann really let mie put my trust in it?..

-xiia0zhux

ie'm just being naive )':

2011-01-16T01:11:00.002+08:00

1:11 is our time, ie still remember and ie'm still missing euu..
it has been super long since ie updated my blog..
and this is about euu, idk why but when ie know euu, ie already have a feeling which ie never had before, to anyone, even my ex(s)
euu are dhe 1st guy that ie actually confess before dhe guy clearly say everything..
ie'm still confused..no matter what he says is true anot, or what euu say is true anot, ie dunn need to find out seriously, only hoping it wasnt true that euu are playing mie from dhe start after hearing what anyone told euu anything about mie..
dhe moment ie heard that, ie broke into pieces.. but euu still playing mind games with mie..
why are euu guys proud of ureself seeing girls suffer so much just for wad euu all had done?made girls to fall for euu when euu didnt intend to catch her at all, letting her fall and hurt her so badly while euu still able to enjoy ureself uh.. sighs.. );
But nvm, now, ie decided to force myself to stand upp, no matter ie'm letting go anot.. still trying my best, even though ie've no body now.. ie'll try my very best, stand up, face euu, like a normal friends thats all (:
next month 15th is my birthday already, ie hope that ie could stand upp and face euu by that time..
lastly, boy ie wanna tell euu, ie still missing euu badly..
♥ILY♥IMY ♥

-xiia0zhux

watch movie tmr <:

2010-07-04T23:17:00.001+08:00

tmr going watch The Twilight Saga:Eclipse (:
mayb going is chenyang korkor,chen yang korkor stead,chundan didi, cherly ahma..
comfirm is, me and wind korkor ._."
chundan didi keep lao sai, (lol) so not sure tmr would be able to come anot..
dhen cheryl ahma is coz she got school till 3pm at bukit timah dhere..so not sureeeeee >:
lols X_x mayb this will be dhe last movie ie watch with friends before ie went fully M.I.A. till duno when >:
nvm lahhs, see how (: will try too enjoy my day tmr de!! <: mayb going vivo watch or bugis watch..see how lorhhs x.x nothing much, going to sleep le, now 3am plus liao haven sleep >:
post is 040710,11.17pm de, but is written on 050710,3.23am (:
nothing ler, going rest liao,
END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-07-04T02:05:00.002+08:00

*my uncle <: model pose ,laughs

*foooooood <:

*cats and kitten all por-ing mie ;shy

FYI: ie not pulling dhe cat tail okayy! is cat keep walking around mie por mie while ie sayang dhem :B

*wind korkor play with my hair clip, kena take pic by mie :B

today, at home whole day till 3 plus wind korkor say come slack at my house here awhile, so he and akira came my house downstair fectch mie dhen we went to baibai dheir friends dat passed away de,after dat, dhey need go kallang skating le, so sent mie back home andd dhey leave to skating (:

ie at home wait for father to be home,

father came home andd awhile, 7 liddat, we left home and went aloha changi chalet, my aunty's de chalet..coz is her husband birthday..

alot cat at dhere :B all start come to mie por mie, LOL soo kawaii <:

but my day was screwed, coz my brother's friend going oversea to study, so dhey got dinner together, dhen my father say leaving early coz my brother rushing, cb sia,

my brother spoiler >: dhen ie bbq satay and chicken wings for my father, dhen more du lan is, all kena steal duno go where, those fxxkers dat steal my food shall have stomach pain tmr!! ;wild

damn pissed >: dhen later rushing, took one chicken wing to eat, its like, 30% cooked only, inside all red one.. and ie ate it..

after awhile, ie feel like vomiting le, andd ie vomited -_-"

bad headache, bad day, bad mood >:

reached home, brother bathed and went out, 2 min later, father changed andd went out also!!

AND IE'M BEING THROWN AT HOME ALONE AGAIN!

nbcb! wadd kind of home is tis, really -.- ie dunn feel like staying here ,seriously, it SUCKS! >:(

seriously no mood >: keep thinking of stuff.. ie started trying to saw ppl attitude and all and make dhem get sick of mie and go coz ie decided;

To stop anyone to get close,ie have to leave myself..sorry all, ie have to do this
ie'm soo tired.. Tot ie wouldnt have to do this but ya, ie have to..
starting from now is half mia-ing only.. After 1august, will be real full mia till duno when(:

-xiia0zhux

2010-07-01T23:20:00.002+08:00

*GUESS WADD IS THIS?! ;hoho

dun lie to ureself ohh, see this, 1st thing pop out from ure mind is wad?

dhen ie will say dhe answer out de <:

*10year anniversery party (:
*sumi keep take ppl pic sia, ie also kena T.T
* boss being so touched dat he cry :B laugh, see dat stupid gim -.- beside boss, lol
*snail ~

*3 snaill!! :B

*answer is out (: lol, this is a chocolate lahh, dunn lie to ureself when euu see this answer wor, lol

this is a outlook of a comdom , alot ppl already guess le, dats why ie noe dhe most answer of 1st sight is "comdom" LOL =x

today went skol, after skol walking back home saw snailsssss quite cute :B

lols, reached home bathed change and go find cheryl ahma, actually wanted study abit, but sadly not enough time , 7plus, ie rushed to lann for dhe 10th anniversery (:

boss been touch by us all, till he cry ._.

dhen around next morning go back home,

nothing lerhhs, END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-06-30T23:41:00.001+08:00

today actually morning go meet cheryl ahma with SH papa de, but papa reach home he fall asleep, ie try spam his fone but sadly he still sleep like pigggg -.-

so nvm,ie spamm till afternoon buaytahan already, just change and meet ahma le, coz today is my elearning day, ie never go for lesson -.-

reached ahma house, use her lappy go to my skol web but nb, keep cant login >:

try till du lann dun wan try le..lol

dhen ahma ask mie watch movie so she bathe and change, makeup all dhen we off to amk hub to get movie ticket, I.P man The Legend Is Born at 2.15pm, we reached dhere already 2.15pm LOLOL but still able to get tickets :B

so we chiong in lorhhs just nice show just start, nice show lahh (:

after dat, papa sms us say he on dhe way come meet us -,-

so he come, dhen we walk around, went find papa de real ahma, but end up duno where his ahma run ,cant find..so we sat at somewhere near the garbage area..LOL

best part is we could talk and talk so much, while sitting there..
dhen they played taptaprevenge. fighting over the phone to play..
dhen papa left to go parklane find his friend.. -_-
soon after, ie walked to cheryl ahma house's area..

after alot of dhe talking, ie felt sooo tiredd once again..

felt being an idiot for so long..X-x haiis
nothing much END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-06-29T20:33:00.000+08:00

*shazhu ; mie :B

*papa and mosaaaaa playing jbeat ;duh

*ie and SH papa in bus to jurong police HQ; papa look damn odd -.-

today, went do my hair, dhen was thinking hu will be dhe 1st one to see my new fringe, smsed shadan ask her wad time end skol but her reply made mie shagg,

so wadever, papa contact mie 1st, so ie pei him go boon lay coz he going to jurong police hq for reporting..

after few mins papa contact mie, shadan dhen sms mie ask mie why ask her wad time end skol, ie was like, wtf zzz!

after boonlay he finish report, actually going to meet my "marmiie" which my SH papa stead on sunday..

but she ask papa go sengkang..andd we need to temp meet mosa so end upp didnt meet papa's stead, went temp to find mosa and SH papa de gan jie..

slacked and went arcade see dhem play jbeat awhile and slack, dhen ie take mrt go home le..

nothing much, END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-06-27T22:34:00.002+08:00

-continue post-
came back home from amk hub <:
ie hateee my hair noww D':
it is really disracting mie from EVERYTHING T.T must rebondddddddddddddddddddddddddd D: gonna sleep soon.. ;pray my insomnia dunn stop mie from sleeping >:
tmr must go SCHOOOOOOL!! ;duh
laughs..gonna find job and TRY study starting fromm tmr!!
tmr ie might not put my fringe down >:
coz its like SHHHHIIIITTTTT!! ;wild
nothing much, going sleep soon,
END~

-last update: 270610, 10.34PM <:
-xiia0zhux

ANNOYING PEAR :B

2010-06-27T00:01:00.002+08:00

*lets welcome, ANNOYING PEAR!! <:

HEY PEOPLE! HEY PEOPLE! HEY PEOPLE!!
sorry to introduce euu all , ANNOYING PEAR!
LAUGHS!! annoying orange's friend =x
okayy lahhs, lol morning 4am - 5am plus woke up le..dhen use my father's lappy online all ._.
dhen my dear friend mr lanlan called mie

we talked on fone for 3hours plus-4 hours dhen he go sleep (:
he sent mie few songs also :DD but others, he disconnect so never sent , nvm
thankyou for sending mie songs my dear friend ahhai mr lanlan <: dhen wanna eat fruit, and found one pear damn funny coz got two hole..look like eyes, so ie think of taking picture of it and put a mouth=x LAUGHS updating my blog andd all, tmr school starts already >:
later ie 3pm plus going out with father buy some things..;zzz yawns
after school holiday is prelim..after prelim is N Lvl alreadt D:
ie gonna try study and listen teacher teach in school starting from tmr..try study >:
andd find jobs at dhe same time ._.
ie wana rebondddd my hairrrr D':

hmms, got one guy randomly asking mie on my msn whether is need money anot andd he give money to girls which do petting..keep asking if ie'm keen coz he is interested in mie -.-?
dhen oyster become so ji dong zzz..
ask mie delete dat guy ,nvm but, he say ie'm like a prostitude..
wtf, how dhe hell ie noe wad kind of person is dat guy when he is randomly added mie in msn.. ie accept all friend request if anyone added mie..
so friendly equals to prostitude right, fine,
IE AM PROSTITUDE OKAYY!! zzz!
wtf..idk lahhs,actually today mood not badd, now, haha fxxkup -.-!
haiis >:
END LAH!

-xiia0zhux

2010-06-26T10:00:00.001+08:00

ie cut my hair abit already..
change my fringe to left side once again..LOL ._."
but now my fringe so short ;sob >:
ie wanna rebond my hair D': ie am freaking serious with my hair ._.
laughs =x but need find a job 1st, school holiday ending in like 2 more days >:
sadd die mie..
ie wanna rebondddddddddddd >:
nothing much already, END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-06-23T20:48:00.003+08:00

passed my -MiNt-Baichi lvl19 lic :D

lol 8m more and 2 more lvl ie will have my fam le <:

laughs, ie also duno create for wadd ._."

but my main, ie wont leave akk de :B

tmr going to baibai my mother.. tmr is my mother's 1year since her death.. X_x

idk lahhs,nothing much le,

END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-06-20T23:47:00.002+08:00

btw, HAPPY FATHER'S DAYY <: to all fathers out dhere.. (: although ie didnt celebrate or ANYTHING on father's day with my father coz ie morning ie cried till ie blackout -.-? its like, ie was talking on fone sitting down, not lying down..but suddenly just blackout andd when ie walk is already night 7pm plus andd ie whole body no strenght, so rest again till midnight ._." my father also sleeping whole day coz he kindda sick also >:
now its already 7.51am le >:
ie finaly post finish all post andd NEED OFF my father lappy already..

dad, ie still love euu no matter wadd..coz euu are my dad..
but ya, ie hate it very much when euu are not "good wired" X_x
nvm , offing already, time is different due to ie is continue write from ytd's post so ya (:
while ie using lappy, my hands are shaking ._."
so ie make cup noodle to eat, my hands keep shake -.- LOLOL, damnn funny =x
changed blog background andd image due to my old image was delete by dhe owner of dhe image ):
ok la, END~
-last update shown 200610,11.47pm but post is continued on 210610,7.51am-

-xiia0zhux

2010-06-20T07:36:00.001+08:00

-continue-
andd something happen..ie realise ie lose my keychain..
dhe shazhu thing..
ie try finding, lanlan and kenny also try helping mie to find..but ya, cant find.. ie duno why ie start dropping tears..
but trying to lie to lanlan dhey all dat ie'm not crying ._."
wait till ie no more excuse , ya ie'm crying zzz
after dat, 10am plus ie think, we go busstop, kenny and papa take bus home andd lanlan diedie wanna cab mie home although ie inist ie'm okayy to walk home ._."
but still, thankyou very much lanlan (:

went home, start crying again.. although ie noe dhe keychain is like, meaningless already.. but ie still cant stop crying..
coz shadan has lost it LONG AGO.. ie wanted to put it at home coz ie also think its meaningless to carry it everyday close to mie..but now, its lost.. >:
talked to oyster while crying sooo badly.. idk >:
nvms, idk already, coz its just reminds mie of ie andd shadan 's sistership.. its like..lost already ?
idk T.T
anyways, THANKYOU LANLAN,OYSTER AND ALL..idk wadd but just thankyouu all X_x
END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-06-19T23:25:00.001+08:00

*my dear ahhai mr lanlan friend trying to act like those nerd.. omg de lahhs, ie laugh die =x

today night father went out, so ie went find justin idiot and kenny at pool dhere..reached andd play awhile pool..my dear friend mr lanlan called mie andd ask wanna ton or wadd anot, so yes ie cann pei him and ie ask kenny and justin wanna anot.. dhey said ok..so lanlan cab down find us to ton (:

ie promise to pei him till morning <:

andd ya,he reached andd we walk to my house area coz ie went back home to off my dad's lappy and bathe =x

lanlan went find xiaored buy cigg andd eat while kenny and justin wait for mie at busstop..

sadly justin say he cant ton with us coz due to sum personal things..ie understand (:

so nvm, ie and kenny went find lanlan..which xiaored go home=x

LOL

dhen SH papa reaching amk so we walk to amk andd meet SH papa..
after meeting, we slacked andd talk all..lol see police car we change place to slack..around SH papa's ahma house de area (:
ton is can ton but kenny is dhe only one cant..coz he is 15 years old ._."
nvm, dhen after awhile went amk hub dhere de hwaker, kenny and SH papa hungry wanna eat , papa not enough money so ie pay for dhe rest remaining ._.
after dat ie bring dhem to dhe lann ie go..which is NOT OPEN FOR OUTSIDERS ._."
but ya, ie manage to bring dhem in :B
play audi together andd till morning around 8am plus (:
off com andd go.. andd, ie'm broke die already.. coz dhe remaining money is also ie pay x.x
NVMS, have funn jiu hao :DDD soo, we go void deck slack (:
-to be continue-

2010-06-17T19:20:00.002+08:00

*my cute soft toys (:

still got alot not put outside =x lol inside, wind korkor's present for my birthday ,lanlan/yves present for my birthday,jinwen mei 's,chundan,lesean 's,sunny,taiyang's andd my mother 's.. <:

*IE LIKE THIS LA ._."

lols wait ie got money ie sure buy cash :B

today, didnt went out, whole ay at home pack and clean and tidy and sweap floor, mop floor all (:

see mie soo guaii right ;shy

LOL okayys lahhs nothing mnuch to write,

END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-06-15T23:46:00.003+08:00

The Karate Kid (:
*stare wad stare?!, sorry boss >:

LOL =x

*bleahs :P
*smile~

*ie look serious odddddd ._."

*:DDD

*shadan and sunny (:

*shadan trying to take pic but sadly ie and sunny put hand sign in it =x

LAOGONG BITEXING MY NAILS!!LOLOL =x no la ._."

*sunny trying to qiang jing tou..LOL =x

*shazhu, shadan, taiyang~

*shadan, sunny and mie, WITHOUT BOTAK HEAD =X

*horhor paikia, wads dat hand sign?! LOL =x

*DoReMi~.~

*twist xD

smile only <:

*Yau Ki Tat and Sunny chan dancing ddr=x

*tickets :D andd shadan smexy tummy.. lol xP

* mie, taiyang and shadan (:

outside taiyang's house (:

*shadan's hand ,see dhe bone pop out one ._." lol

*smile (:

*see no evil, hear no evil, say no evil =x

* shadan, taiyang, mie (:

IGNORE DHE HEAD, dun be baddie ._."

*ie and shadan's reflection (:

haven sleep yet, randomly called shadan (:
chat andd thinking wanna go out anot, but ie haven sleep yet >:
so we called sunny and see whether we after go out o.o
coz actually sunny asked mie whether wanna go watch movie today at evening anot..so just thinking wanna go out in dhe afternoon lorhhs..
so talk awhile and decided to go out (:
ie bathed and rush out to meet shadan at amk mrt and we go orchard find taiyang :D
he meeting us at dhere..and reached, we go sell his games andd leave orchard bk to amk andd buy movie ticket of dhe The Karate Kid (: sunny treat mie and shadan watch coz we got no money ._." thank you taiyang <:

went to taiyang's house coz his maid going see doctor andd no one takecare his grandma so we at his house till his maid come nbk (:
during dhe time, we play PS3 and ie use his computer..andd maid bk, around 5 plus we leave his house..sunny sleep till so late LOL..

went bk to amk, we went kpool play awhile (:
shadan 1st time play..ie play with her one round, SUPERRRR LONGGG -.-
lol sia..taiyang's brother came find us also..and soon, vincent kor come also (:
we went to arcade dhere to wait jason come..andd all reached, went to watch movie (:
omggg lahhs, COLDDD DIEEE MIEEEE~
my hands keep shaking during watching dhe show..lol ._. but its a nice show andd quite long ._. lolol
after watching, shadan and taiyang brother,Yau Ki Tat went bk home le..
but ie follow vincent kor, taiyang and jason to eat..ie sit dhere look at dhem eat LOLOL! =x
dhen after eating, vincent korkor went home and left mie ,sunny and jason, actually say go fish prawn but end up didnt, dhey sent mie home andd jason keep say wad,
lucky didnt let mie go home alone.. coz my house dhere, dark andd wulu(stranded), no ppl walk one..laughs die..
reached home, thanks jason and taiyang for sending mie home, bathed andd sleep <: END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-06-14T22:24:00.002+08:00

went meet jasmine, marc,kumanan ..and we are off to bugis (:
shopping, but ya, ie felt soooo extra -_- dhey dun "shop"..
dhey "walk"..keep walking around, see thing and start talking non-stop..
dats NOT call shopping pls , and ie'm really aint ahppy with it, coz dhey said we were supposed to be shopping at bugis..not WALKING all over bugis!! >:
nvm, bought accessories, clothes..and ya, all money is gone ._.
dhen louis came pei mie,and sorry, coz ie made him feel extra like mie also -.- LOL..didnt even eat a thing dhe whole day D: after bugis, we went orchard..jasmine told mie , we going to far east.. okayys (: we go..

reached orchard around 8pm+ ie think.. dhen at ion walking -.-?
and leave ion, going to far east plaza, jasmine suddenly say can we stay at ion coz she wanna shop dhere..ie was like wth zzz!
coz its like, its not dhe 1st time she do liddat..taking back dhe words euu said, meaning same as breaking promise right?!
ohh well nvm, she start give abit face but ya , we still went far east..reached and all decided to split shopping (:
so jasmine, marc and kumanan one group and louis pei mie <: thanks :D lol but we didnt shop lahhs, just walk around.. but jasmine dhey all did buy things (: dhen lets walk bk to orchard..ontheway, dhey hungry coz saw food :B LOLOL, dhen closing already, lol ie just treat louis eat sumthings lahhs, coz he come down pei mie and haven eat dinne ._." laughs, he seriously cann eat de lahh =x bread, sushi..omggg LOLOL ie think around 9 small bread andd 3 packet of sushi?!laughs die mie lahh..

all done, andd we off to mrt (: louis take train to change to green line coz he live pasir ris and ie,jas,marc and kum take another side red line (:
reached andd ie went home bathed and rest (:
END~

-xiia0zhux

where is this..

2010-06-14T06:27:00.002+08:00

*shazhu&shadan

ie kept wondering.. ie every single day every min, with my fone, ie'm with this chain..

even if dhe string or wad spoilted, ie'll buy new one and fix it back.. ie kept it so close..

but yet ie'm far from euu..

ie think dat, she didnt even bother to carry this with her.. ie made this keychain when ie'm in malaysia.. midnight ie didnt sleep even though ie'm so tiredd after long travelling..went to get ppl to made tis, waited 2hours+..

and wad ie get was , gave her and her just put it aside, last time ie went out or find her, ie never ever saw this anywhere to be found..

ie didnt wanna ask, but ie'm dying every bit inside..

ie realise disappointed cann made someone to be dying so badly..

nvms, now dhen its time, ie could be myself solo..idk already..

things just aint right..but ie cant blame anyone or anything, just my fate and myself..

going to rest..

andd ya, my sickness haven even fully recover but now already gonna be more sick again..

yawns, time to rest, buaiis all, END~

~last update-140610,6.27am

-xiia0zhux

2010-06-14T04:56:00.002+08:00

finaly update finish my blog (:

ytd doing my dear friend mr LANLAN's blog ._.

actually finish, but trying to help him update abit stuff, end upp suddenly hanged ):

ie have to redo EVERYTHING >:

after finish doing his blog, came to update all my post on my blog :B

later going out with jasmine, marc, kumanan..

SHOPPING DAYYY..but sadly, ie dun have money zxczxc! >:

should ie go work under emily?.. ._." hmms..$8 per hour for part timer ehh D:

quite alot to mie X_x but..idk lahhs D: see how >:

idk whyy ie very very no mood andd shagg..

my audi accounts dun anyhow cpl one, that cpl slot wont always different ign or wad..

but whyy when ie cpl, dhen my cpl will neither semi-quit or quit or mia..?!

T.T haiis >: main cpl, syndicate semi-quit coz of his o lvl..6months plus he didnt online play with mie already >:

dhen my 2nd account, -MiNt-Baichi cpl, oystermeeesua, also told mie he mayb gonna quit audi..

also very less play with mie now >:

must ie quit audi?.. since all also liddat now T.T!

idkidkidkidk lahh!

going rest awhile later go out lerhhs,

END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-06-12T23:58:00.003+08:00

*ahpeh and LS (:
*ahpeh and my bro (:
*ahpeh open ball (:
*my raman, BOWL SUPERRRR BIG LA!! (thanks LS for helping mie scoop for mie to take pic =x)
*my drink (: apple with passion :B

sleep till 3pm+ , came out of room, my brother stead, ruby like very rushhing liddat ask mie wanna go bugis anot ._."

ie tell her if ie go ie need 1 hour minimum prepare..LOL=x

so, ie went bathe and kor also prepare, ie and my brother and ruby cab to bugis without waiting andrew(ahpeh) coz he still "wow-ing" LOL playing game la -.-

coz got two person at bugis waiting for us le ._. dhen reached dhere, LS and us meet up 1st, went to buy rose dhen go met up with dhe girl name emily..which is, LS trying to jio :B

lols..dhey very hungry already so we went find wad to eat.. but we took VERYYYY long to decide where to eat..

end upp we went to sakaesushi to eat..LOL ._. while waiting for ahpeh to come (:

eat eat eat wait wait wait, my mood not good ):

partly coz my main reason to go bugis is to shop, end up its late already ):

and partly is coz my -MiNt-Baichi cpl, oyster, like angry mie or dao mie sumthing de lahhs, idk >:

ahpeh came at around 9pm+ .. dhey keep saying mie emo , yeah ie serious emoing >:

not in mood lahhs, damnn T.T after everything is done, its 10 already zzz

bugis street close already lahh!! dhen shagshag walk to arcade see see ._. see and play abit only..

after dat, ie didnt wanna go home or go lann , coz its BOREDDD andd my mood is abit hyper mode already..

coz its around midnight :B midnight is dhe time which my mood changes dhe fastest..-_-"

super noisy already,LOL dhen keep ask go where, and we say go play pool :B

ie call my friends ask, dhey noe where already, but LS, ahpeh,my brother and ruby totally ignore mie, and walkwalkwalk, ie keep saying ie noe where already but NOBODY LISTEN, nbcb -.-

ie pek chek already, ie shuddup and follow, end up dhey stop and say dhey trying to find..ie tell dhem, "ie trying to say already but NOBODY bother to LISTEN!!"

all diamdiam dhen ie say is around iluma dhere got one..also is dhe one which LS is finding -.-?

reached already, went in and open upstair table and play (:

1hour plus we leave le, pay bill, omgym!!dhen we realise one hour $14+?!

omg de sia ._." nvm dhen we 5 person take 2 cab to lann..

at lann play, ie keep brbp help ppl tank tank tank, keep getting 1st, win npc..

play till my headache getting worst and worst >:

dhen sehseh no energy already went normal room, wanted slack but end up ie play, and ie get 1st again..lol dhey say ie no energy wan die already still can keep getting 1st ._."

yawns, 8am+ went home, TOH

END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-06-11T23:13:00.000+08:00

*sweet right? lols jasmine's stead piggy back her :B

*on bus, going home time ._.

todayy, planning actually is go marc house, try use straighterner straighten his hair, but his mother's straighter is spoilt, anddd!! SUM MY HAIR KENA BURNNED BY IT >:

ie wanna cry lahhs T.T

nvm dhe story, cut it short, dhen duno wad to do already..slack awhile, dhen he went ask his neighbour have hair straightner anot, yes , have :B

so ie try doing his hair, and it works (:

after its done, he see and superrrr happy , hug mie two times ._."

laughs infront of jasmine -_-" he dun scared jasmine jealous sia =x LOL

after dat, we went j8.. pierce his ear and he was kindda shock to know ie got 11 piercing ._."

lols sia, nvm after dat chongder came pass jasmine stuff and we went LJS eat <:

slack awhile and all go home~

took same bus with marc , he alight 1st dhen mie alight (:

reached home, kindda tireddd yawns~

END

-xiia0zhux

2010-06-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

* THIS HEART FREAKING NICE :0

*idk wad is dat but its like a kind of game thing at velocity dhere, took pic while ie'm in bus (:
*LOL, kumanan holding dat "design and tech sucks" board dat we saw on dhe floor infront of a poor tree ._. lols, BUT IE DUN AGREE DAT DNT SUCKS OKAYYS! >:

*my 4 beautiful knife :B
* my dnt Nlvl project..but its not done yet.. >:

went skol, do dnt andd mr foo ask mie to paint,coz dhe cracks dat HE MADE CRACK IT, very obvious ):

paint white base 1st but sadly dhe paint keep ot sumthing wrong, so ie need do again next wednesday X_x ie need SAND OFF ONE SIDE , and paint it again zzz!

after skol,around 4pm + already, jas ,jas's stead (marc) and kumanan wanna go orchard so ie go..IN MY SKOL UNIFORM, omg -_-"

can die already..lol ie hate going out in my skol uniform >:

nvm lahhs, dhen walkwalk, see dhe shops at ion, SUPERRRRRRRR DUPERRRRRR EX canns! ._.

one t-shirt $200+ , OMGGGGG~

lol lahh, okayys ie poor ppl cann, cant buy dat kind of expensive stuff >:

awhile, jasmine's mummy came and went eat, ie sit dhere look at dhem eating -_-

LOL =x after dat walk around, saw dat heart shape thingy, its like matal..SUPERR NICE CANN :B

got other shapes also lahhs but dhe heart shape is sooo nice ):

laughs, after dat jasmine and her mum took bus home, mie, marc, kumanan went off to find far east plaza..

zzz! and we cant find it even we noe its sooo damn near to ion -.-!

dhen walk alot, nvm cant find, late already, went bustop take bus home, and guess wad,

dhe busstop is dhe busstop which dhe far east plaza is dhere!!!ROAR ):

nvm lahhs, took bus with kumanan and marc (: all same way, after bus, walked home and bathe and TOHH~

andd, apologise to jasmine , due to sum reasons.. coz we change our plann of going home early..andd jasmine went took bus coz wanna accompany us to busstop..end up dhey change dheir mind so didnt take bus and we go find FEP(far east plaza)..SORRY >:

END~

-xiia0zhux

DISGUSTING!!, sorry ie posted it ._." lol!

2010-06-09T15:48:00.002+08:00

sorry guys, ie post something soo disgusting ._."

LOL but its like, DHE 2ND TIME ALREADY!!

chocoroach producing egg BUT at dhe same time, running around!!

outside nvm, but IN MY DAMN FREAKING HOUSE!!

sorry xiaoqiang, even if ie'm so scared of euu, IE CANT LET EUU LIVE! =x

laughs ._." ya its dead, as euu can see floor is watery, ie sprayed on xiaoqiang..

LOL =x cann see dhe egg right!! fxxking erxin pls!!

it was dhe 2nd time happen in my house ._. lol

nothing much already, finish dhe disgusting post and post others already :B

END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-06-08T22:32:00.001+08:00

* simple outfit :B

ie wanna make my char become liddat ):

but sadly no money buy cash ;sob

*original drawing (:
* the girl, after brightness edit from my fone (:
*the girl & the boi .
-unseen ):

its was midnight when ie draw this ._."

idk whyy ie kept stressing myself.. trying to push myself more..

but ie scared ie push and ie step wrong steps and would fall badly..

sum my friends dun even understand wad ie toking, sumtimes ie dunn even noe wad ie toking myself ):

ie sumtimes will say, "ie wann but ie dun wan"..

craps =.=? lol mad, saying myself toking craps ._.

but my meaning was , ie feel like wann, but dun dare to wann or ie'm too tiredd to wann.. T.T

nvm bahhs, is my drawing okayys? (:

tagg tagg tagg andd comment hor :DD

thanks , END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-06-07T15:23:00.002+08:00

* tis sky looks like white heart shape clouds but with a hole ):

real life dhen can see ._. pic is blur D:

*dhe roster ._." quite nice, its white :B

*pic took in skol..

went skol for DNT.. continue do my project as usual..

haven sleep yet ):

see dhe HOOOOT sun, ie dying already.. actually wanted take cab home..LOL

but end up didnt coz dun wann waste money D:

so walked home instead.. melttttt ahhh~

lol =x took some sky pic and saw a roster while walking home -_-"

home, toh already =x

laughs, END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-06-07T05:03:00.003+08:00

finaly, finish all my post lerhhs D:
now already is 5.12am liao, later ie still got skol -.-
omggggg!! this few days, aint my day, ie seriously dunn get why am ie seriously feeling soo down and yet have to act as though ie'm happy and trying to help ppl in their stuff..kindda idiotic person ie am.. )':
my DNT n Lvl project my teacher make spoilt!! T.T
it was soooo nicely and beauifully done already.. but my teacher drill wrong place, nvm
but summore he drill till got cracks now D: !!
ie cant help to do anything now.. coz teacher use transparent glue and glue..now dry liao cann see dhe cracks D: actually ie got confidents to get good marks for my DNT n lvl de.. but now, ie think ie pass my dnt nlvl ie need to be happy liao X_x
teacher say wont affect, but ie noe its impossiblem coz dnt project is about dhe appearance and usefull or sumthing de.. appearance is importand,yet ie have cracks and HOLES!! )':
later go skol for DNT see wadd teacher wann mie do bahhs T.T

andd, ie within this week will help lanlan do his blog skin (:
if my father didnt bring his lappy home, nvm ie will go lann help euu do!!
ie promise tis week okayys, sorry ie seriously not in mood tis few days..dhere is nothing for mie to be happy about at all..ie might laugh all smile with euu ppl but yea.. idk
NVMS `ie still need help idiot make his blogskin also..
`need find job..
`and ie'm still sick, haven fully recover..
`need go skol..
omg, this is dhe most SCREWWED JUNE HOLIDAY ie had ):

and last but not least, to those ppl, or can ie say dogs;
not happy with mie right? dun come to my blog and bark.. not happy with mie dhen dun get bothered with my stuff okayys.. euu wann not happy with mie also nvm, coz ie this guaikia got no backup, no chup, duno how fight.. so euu tio mie, euu sure win one (:
but just dun bark like dogs at my blog or anywhere with mie..no time to entertain dogs,sorry ):
END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-06-04T03:51:00.000+08:00

today, sadly, ie kena cheat out..ie was sleeping,

a idiot called mie and say, "DUN SLEEP LIAO DUN SLEEP LIAO WAKE UP!!

ren ming guan tian!!" -.-

he dun wan say, nvm ie go bathe and leave house he cab come and ie go in, he say going sumwhere my area, end up out of my area le, half way liao, he tell mie its not at my area..

nbcb ie wear like mad women he cheat mie out of my house.. wth sia

dhen reached hougang, his friends all dhere..

tmdd!! ie jitao dulan with him la =.=

fraking pissed..after dat took bus to dhe pub, slack dhere.. play pool and rot..

wait for koey come its already night dhen blahblahblah,

dun mind wadd happen lahhs, but serious ie am angryy with dat idiot..

cheat mie out and let mie kena insulting zxczxc!

nvm, dhen late night, around 12 le, ie and koey took cab coz ie and her same way, and idiot went take bus..

yahhs, dats all bahh, ie hate being cheated and ie will NOT go out with ANYONE even HOW URGENT it is again.. ie hate it so much of dat feeling being cheated out like a idiot liddat..

nothing much, END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-06-03T15:37:00.001+08:00

went skol as usual.. see dhe sky, still got moon :B

nice right (: idk why ie lovee dhe sky so much WITHOUT SUN -_-

lols ie love night most ;duh

tis post is just sky sky sky and sky (:

after skol, walking home andd saw dhe sky super special, black and white :DDD

TWO DIFERENT COLOUR omg, soo nice :B

went home and rest nothing liao,sick is worst =.= ie rather ie didnt waste my money to see doctor lahh!! nb ):

END

-xiia0zhux

2010-06-01T03:22:00.003+08:00

went skol ..dhen end skol, while waiting for jasmine's dad to come, at skol fish pond dhere saw this turtle so took pic (:

lols, her dad come and we go her house..

pack her room..LOL it is soooo messy -_-

lol ie cant pack lahh..food, magazine, clothes EVERYTHING is all over..LOL

and, ie cant throw anything.. -.-?

laughs die la, dhen just re arrange everything with her stead, marc

and yea, finish packing :DD nice and neat already :B but its nitex already -.-

LOL, her mother wanna go eat liao and her wann mie and her stead to go for dinner also ._."

ie cant say no or but coz marc says, "NO BUT!"

LOLOLOL!! kena bully ): laughs, we left her house and her father drive us to someplace to eat after dat , ie and marc walk to bustop take bus together (: coz same way ._.

jas went home with her parents ofcoz.. lol

went home, tired die ._." ie'm even more siick than before going to doctor lahhs! ):

END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-05-31T21:12:00.001+08:00

*my -MiNt-Baichi lic 18 pass (:
*skol spraying and painting done (:

* look okayys lahhs, but abit odd ._." lol

went skol, for lesson O.O ppl all is one month holiday ie is about 1 week holiday nia ):

btw, my -MiNt-Baichi has leave Singapore FAM, coz ie didnt go for outing&master say must go O.o ..LOL =.=?

nvm lahhs, since dhey mind so much dhen just kick, ie dunn force ppl let mie stay ._.

lic pass, now is lvl 18 le, hmm, quite fast ehh, login like 1 day, 1 lvl..LOL

a this rate, ie can create my fam at lvl 21 :B

but ofcoz ie need dens D: but my brbp drained alot le, how earn dens-_- hmms..

nvm slowly (:

went see doctor, after seeing doctor my sick become WORST!! wth =.= zxczxc!

my voice going gone again ;sob

nothing much, END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-05-30T06:57:00.001+08:00

my L :D edited the lighting with my fone (:

*zoom-ed in of my drawing (:

draw this L at midnight, wasnt in mood x.x

didnt really tok at all ._." after drawing this on my A3 drawing pad -_-

lols its new de, primary skol buy but didnt use, so just took it and try draw ._."

isit nice?ie wanna draw vampire knight D:

but no time yeahh,

still siick, haven recover but at least much better dhen last week (:

do tagg mie comment about my drawings, ie cann take how bad of comment also cann coz ie noe my drawing aint good ):

nothing much, END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-05-26T02:31:00.002+08:00

*in bus, saw dhe sky quite nice, took pic of it (:

today, didnt go skol, took bus go meet jas pass her my ipod coz ie idiotic go format my ipod ):
and ie no com to restore.. so asked jas help mie..
but she not sure how -_-
lols, pass her, she ask mie one question, "why are you like, soo black?"
LOL!! coz ie wear black t-shirt , black fbt, black slipper , black wallet..
laughs ._."
went home after dat (:
nothing much, END~

-xiia0zhu

2010-05-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

walked passed a place which alot workers are working ._.

dat bangala is making dhe blackblack thing which smoker is smoking -_- lol

* tis small kitten very small and cute (:

*a cute cute cat while walking to mrt, look damn innocence :3

* skol today, sum sec4 ppl spraying the wall outside art room o.o

went skol, after skol jas & co. decided wanna go take dog to park, and ie got nothing to do also, so follow dhem..

but 1st we go kumannan house at braddle..ie didnt wanna go ):

sadly, ie just follow..T.T ie didnt wish to step into braddle or even tpy de..

nvm lahh, after putting his bag we walk to thomson to jas stead house, raining ):

walking inside rain, saw a small kitten at drain dhere, cute :B

dhen at marc house slackslack , cant bring dog to park coz its raining D:

after slacking, all go home (:

end~

-xiia0zhux

2010-05-22T18:53:00.001+08:00

*random pic -_-

badly siiick T.T!
but feeling better dhen ytd le..
fever going down bit by bit.. but at dhe same time,
my fever keep flying up and down.. anyhow fly -_-" nvms, but my voice my throat T.T!
no voice and throatt pain ;sigh coughing coughing coughing T.T
didnt answer ppl fone, sorry all D:
coz ie seriously no voice tok..summore lanlan scold mie daoster ;sigh
ie cant talk ie answer also no use -_-" lols nvmms D:
FINALY FINISH UPDATING ALLLL POST :DD
now finally cann go rest liao, actually now is already 230510 on dhe calender, 7am in morning le
but to fit all post, ie put dhe post as 22 (:
okayys, now ie MUST rest lerhhs D:
throat hurt badly and now even running nose le!!!!!! ;sigh
END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-05-21T21:43:00.001+08:00

* tis is one 39.8 le ;sob

*tis is after ie put icebag and rest..woke is 39.5 =.=

omgg siick die mie ;sob didnt went skol AGAIN ._."

siick lahhs D:

seriously dun feel well..soooo cold and coughing, fever,headache, bodyache D:

didnt get off my bedd at all.. no strenght ;sigh

and finaly manage to climb out bed to take my temp and is 38.5 degree liddat,

dhen try bathing to cool down my temp end up become 38.7 degree liddat..

took icebag and went bk to rest and put on my head, woke up,

39.5 degree =.=" laughs die sia.. wadever ie do to try make it lower, become more HIGHER!

;wild T.T

ate sumthing.. and eat panadol and rest.. mid night, auto woke, try sleeping,

auto wake up again, try sleeping again.. and again, ie wake.. took my temp 39.8 ;diao

my sickness+my insomnia.. how am ie supposed to recover at tis rate ;sigh

nvms, went bk to rest ._."

END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-05-20T18:31:00.001+08:00

*took tis pic before taking cab.. poor tree D: lols but ie like dhe sky;make

NICE RIGHT?! ie take one okayys ;shy

today didnt go skol ._." brother went work again.. so ie and his stead plan go swimming..
and dhe stupidd sunn freaking hot T.T
so we took cab ._." reached swimming pool "A", CLOSE!!
we saw a sign board outside, but we didnt go see we tot is just close..so we went swimming pool "B"..CLOSE ALSO!! similan @#$%^&* ! bo bian have to get off cab le.. COZ 8BUCKS ALREADY!! $8!! Laughs ._."
see dhe sign board and it writes, staring from "-date-", stated swimming pool will be only be open from 2.30pm to 9.30pm !!! ;roar!
and we reached is 1.30pm.. means we have to wait for 1hour!!
ohhmyyguannyinnma~
waited, listen my fone song and slack.. alot ppl keep coming and see dhe board and leave =.=?
LOL dhen wait till 2.30pm all come ;@#$%!@#$%!! nvmms, went in change and go find one spot to swim ._." lols after awhile, rain abit ..dhen BIG SUN come out..
dhen rain abit, sun come out AGAIN..-_-" nvm, dhen after swimming, went to vomit D:
red redd colour T.T
idk wadd is dat and idk wadd happen also ._. nvm, bathed finish met ahpeh together three go lann..
starting to lose voice lerhhs D: got sumthing to eat at lann dhere..
after lann went home rest ;sob
my voiceeee my throat ~ ;cry
END LA~ T.T

-xiia0zhux

2010-05-19T23:56:00.001+08:00

*NICE SHOWWW :B

*the last sleepy pic =.= LOL

*tutu mouth :B

*sorry but idk why eu become so blur =.=

* smile only lahhs :DD

today, no skol (: making day..my brother went work so only my brother stead and mie at home..so was rotting and tot of going out rot since we got nothing to do -_-"

decide go bugis, went bathe around 2 plus at afternoon..

come out and prepare prepare..

end upp we took sooo long to prepare till its 5 plus we just leave house =.=?

lol! took bus go bugis and my brother stead de friend also come ._."

met him and went walked around.. he follow us behind like bodyguard liddat ;diao

laughs..walk finish street jiu went iluma..coz my brother stead never go iluma b4 so bring her dhere walk ._. and dhe sercurity guard, which is my brother stead de friend, LOL

bought ticket treat us watch movie <:

ie intro dhem watch the backup plan coz ie see like quite nice and never watch b4, so we go watch..

and it IS NICE SHOW :B

after watchin dhe show, was 9+ at night le, MY BR COMP D:

rushed bk to lann from bugis and in time, went br comp..

but ofcoz ie lose at 1st round.. coz its 8k and ie didnt even warm upu at all ;sob

lols its okayys (:

at least ie get 3 fp for AKK~

lols ._." 1am+ went home with my brother stead..and took dhe sleepy pic =.="

laughs,nothing much le

END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-05-17T22:45:00.001+08:00

170510,monday, went skol for chemistry exam..

totally GONE CASE LA!! =.=

lols totally mind is blank ._." cant think cant understand a single thing.. ie try reading and do dhe multiple chooice questions..but summ realli cant,

ie made a dice form my eraser =x

LOL and write down numbers and throw on my table and answer those questions idk how to do de ._." and sectionB is all =.= lols dun need say also noe is gg.com liao la..

went home nap and lann rot AGAIN.. played in FENG and xSayuki br room (:

and ie 1st time WIN FENG ;hoho

LOLOL!! actually no la, ie win by tyco..coz he lagged like OMGYM~

laughs but at least 1st time win him =x laughs

END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-05-15T17:35:00.000+08:00

*MamaHIGH scoring new record for my br song 'because the night" ;luv lols

1st okayys ;shy

rotting sat..went lan rot again..
played audi and play a mode which LOOONG TIME didnt play..which is,
ballroom~
lols, -MiNt-Flame wanted to play so went play._. mie in dhe ballroom dress :B
laughss, but with idiotic dens hair =.=
lol, used my Mamahigh to play and ie scored 2 408 400 for my beatrush song "because the night" ie score newww record for myself ;make laughs die :B
nothing much afte lann went home (:
END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-05-14T19:18:00.002+08:00

went skol for maths paper2..
idk how to do ;sob asked jasmine to lend mie calculater so she took calculator from jasmine brother's and lend mie for maths paper2..but end up ie do sum but kindda alot blanks D:
anyways, went home nap and went lann, had fb with novice fam togther mie ,REM and one more member from Singapore fam ._."
using my -MiNt-Baichi acc and fb :B and we won~ lols -_-"
nothing much ,ENDS~

-xiia0zhux

2010-05-12T23:10:00.000+08:00

*-MiNt-Baichi lic 17 pass :B

*stupidd drivers =.=

*MamaHIGH lic 8 pass :B

today, 120510, for mie ,history paper only (:

although ie not sure how to do, but ie tried doing..

and tis is dhe 1st time ie DIDNT leave any BLANKS!! woahh~

laughs =x after exam went home nap awhile went lann..

playplayplay, my -MiNt-Baichi lic 17 passed (:

my MamaHIGH lic 8 pass (:

lols ._." while walking, saw dhe freaking cars all anyhow park at one place =.=

wonder how does other cars leave? LOL no brain drivers! ;eeks

nothing much, END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-05-11T16:48:00.002+08:00

*edit abit lighting using my fone (:

*another same one but one a new piece of paper :B

*on my exam paper(can see sum words behind my drawing right =x)

lol
*at dc corner , tuo pai-ing.. LOL =x

went skol for exam and ie'm late abit only ._."

so gave my ex-link to dm and go to class for exam..

1st paper is social studies..

ie tried doing..but not enough time to do ;sob

is not coz ie late dhen no time do coz ie late like few mins only -_-"

so, ie didnt have much time to complete D:

next paper, science physic -_- gg.com~

lols, ie stuck like duno wad X_x but also try doing la ._. alot blanks D:

and finish le but still got time..so draw at my exam paper behind de blank page =x

teacher gave mie a super funny shocking face emotion when she saw mie drawing finish my drawing on my exam paper..LOL

it like, sooooooo FUNNY FACE!!Laughs =x

after exam went dc and went home (:

END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-05-10T16:40:00.002+08:00

*my drawing and finished with a little lighting edit in my fone :B

done drawing tis drawing on 100510 (:

dunn be mistaken ie'm in love or wadever, coz ie'm not at all.. just saw sum couples and think about audi, so went drawing tis :B

find it abit odd ._." lols nvms, draw already jiu draw liao , anyone may tag at my tagbox to comment about it (:

-xiia0zhux

2010-05-09T04:55:00.002+08:00

M - O - T - H - E - R
"M" is for the Million things she gave me,
"O" means Only that she's growing old,
"T" is for the Tears she shed to save me,
"H" is for her Heart of purest gold;
"E" is for her Eyes, with love-light shining,
"R" means Right, and right she'll always be,

♥HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ALL♥
people, pls, treasure ure parents or any other relative will euu?
dunn wait till one day, in a sudden, dhey left euu.. dhen euu wont noe how to react..
sum parents are arsshole, let dhem be arsshole, euu dunn need to do anything to stop dhem.. euu just need to do ure own job, given by ure heart! dhe heart inside euu.. follow dhem..mayb arsshole parents will change by ure heart? hu noes, no one..
but ie noe,mother, euu cant hate her forever,euu can and may hate her,mayb due to sum mothers is a biitch..ie understand everyone have different family problems, background..but at least, to those with normal family, pls treasure ure mother..if can, father also..
our mother had us inside of her for 10months..
10months carrying a "bomb", well, as euu noe, most baby aint dat light okayy..
and dhey took care of dhemself very carefully, scared anything wrong will happen to us,the baby inside..cann euu fell how dhey feel when dhey have us?..no,
unless euu tell mie, euu are a mother(:
nvms, just , treasure everyone..euu will regret not treasuring dhem when dhey left in sudden, trust mie,euu will..

this year, is dhhe 1st year of mother's day, without my mother..X_x
ie cried again..ie really misses euu, mummy T.T ie'm even crying while typing tis..
1st year of mothers day without euu.. everybody keep say euu cann see/hear/know..
but ie noe, its impossible..not now, not in future too..ie noe dat euu are gone already..
but, ie cant let go..infact,ie'm still blaming myself.. if wasnt mie dat TOT euu were resting,
when euu are already in different ways of breathing method..
but dad,doctors say is not due to tis, doctor says, ure body has already damage due to long term..not only coz dat day..
BUT!! ie still cant go through myself..ie seriously cant.. ie kept thinking about dhe 5days in dat fxxking arsshole TTS hospitel..
dhe way euu lie down dhere, euu didnt and cant say a single words out from ure mouth..
dhe way euu suffer from all dhe poking of dhe needles..
dhe way euu die infront of mie.. euu didnt even move or say anything in dhe 5 days
no last word at all,its too..sudden for mie..T.T
ookkays, nvms, ie shall stop, ie have to stop here, my tears cant stop falling, hahas X_x
last but not least, again,
ILY & IMY, MUMMY!!T.T

-xiia0zhux

2010-05-08T23:40:00.001+08:00

*kisses are meant to be sweet, but not all X_x

edit due to sumone complaint ._. LOL =x

*mirror mirror on dhe wall ,tell mie hu is dhe ugliest of all :B
*edit due to background messy -_-" laughs
euu see nothing~ LOL

* normal la :B

*my tea and my aunty's tea (:

*dhhe place quite nice,chair nice too xP

today, sat 080510, afternoon pei my aunty go cathey again -_-"
waited her at cathey one shop at 3rd floor de..for around 1hour T.T
rot D: andd tok pic ._." LOL
my trip for today is;
from bishan/amk go marymount train to douby..
from douby walked to cathey,(raining)
cathey walk to douby train to tpy,
tpy to amk, take bus bk home..
all trip is sooo close but SOOOO many change stop, so ma fan -.-!
home at around 9plus/10..on father's lappy and went ahma house..
came bk home and use lappy ._." mood abit odd X_x
alot things just kept running across my mind..but ie duno wadd..
too much and running too fast till idk wad isit..
X-x
nvms, same zhilian photos taken at home andd outside(:
nothing much,END~

-xiia0zhux

ღ Edward & Bella ~ Love You More Than Life ღ

2010-05-08T13:47:00.001+08:00

Lyrics:

I can't believe I'm standing here
Been waiting for so many years and
Today I found the Queen to reign my heart
You changed my live so patiently
And turned it into something good and real
I feel just like I felt in all my dreams
There are questions hard to answer
Can't you see

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I'm blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved by you

You're looking kind of scared right now
You're waiting for the wedding vows
But I don't know if my tongue's able to talk
Your beauty is just blinding me
Like sunbeams on a summer stream and
I gotta close my eyes to protect me
Can you take my hand and lead me
From here please yeah...yeah...

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I'm blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

I know they gonna say our love's not strong enough to last forever
And I know they gonna say that we'll give up because of heavy weather
But how can they understand that our love is just heaven sent
We keep on going on and on cause this is where we both belong

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I'm blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need yes I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

Yes I love to be loved by you

2010-05-08T04:32:00.001+08:00

now is 4.17am already..

just now blog hop awhile and listened songs..

andd thinks about stuffs D:

firstly;

xiaoshawnn, has been arrested by CID and monday is his court..

his brothers and stead is so.. good.. nice.. its just wad ie hope to get too..X_x

like real brothers all..soo touched D:

hope xiaoshawnn wont sit inside D:

his stead is like..lovers at two different places its soooo ,PAIN T.T!

HOPE he dun go in pls~ ._. ie feel so sadd for dhem..X_x

even though ie not even close with xiaoshawnn ._. but yeah, still friend la! X_x

ahh goong, also might be going in in june or duno when, D:

hope he wont go in too X_x

ahh goong have a stupid lawyer =.= lol, wadever it is, ie just hope he dun go in too D:

after tis two, still got one more, justin, dat retarded =x

lols, he 12may court sentence le D: which is like..how many days more only X_x

he sounds sooo okayy =.="

lols, enjoying his life before going in.. lol sia -_- no choice, retarded is liddat =x

he in is sure in le.. but its just long or short time nia..

hope its SHORT!! D: btw, if its long, he come out, ie need buy 1 pack cig for him ley!(pray cig dun increase rice =x)

LOL, ie rmb okayys!! ._. SO, better dun sit long long (: in order to save my money =x

LAUGHS, NO LA! jk! just pray for these ppl dun sit too long , better still,

DUN SIT AT ALL!! T.T

listened and watch the youtube, dhhe song,

ღ Edward & Bella ~ Love You More Than Life ღ

ie duno why, but my tears fall D: but ie cant stop listening tis song ._." its soooo nice T.T

cried ._. idk, ppl might say ie'm silly , yes ie might be.. but ie just felt stressed up T.T

soooo hard to breath! Sooo.. alone.. x.x days after day, ie sumtime asked, why did ie become like this now..idk where is mie.. where is dhe last time mie, yeah,

just now on fone, sumone asked mie tis question, where is dhe last time mie,

ie say, "idk, died,gone, idk where"..

ie wanna noe its myself too.. seriously..wad ie could do now is only wasting my life putting that bloody paper on my face drawing a smile (:

how hard ie tried, ie cant.. times goes, ie'm so out of breath and stressedup T.T

exams? :kindda.. friendships? :yea.. family? :HELL YES! X_x NVMS!

ie duno already.. and, good thing is dat, my insomnia is getting better..

ie'm at least able to sleep like,at least 4hours? :B

now gonna sleep, tmr got a day to continue again X-x

-preparing "paper" for tmr and continue days-

laughs, end ba (: last but not least, once again,

**HOPE XIAOSHAWNN,AH GOONG,JUSTIN,

all DUN sit TOO LONG;better still, DUN SIT AT ALL!!

-pray to anyone which can hear dhe words, thankyou-

-xiia0zhux

2010-05-07T23:53:00.002+08:00

today, actually going skol but woke at 7plus with a very badddd headache,

prepare and leaving house, late le.. ._.

so was at my door outside thinking go skol anot and end up didnt go..

wemt lann ._."

played and ya, till afternoon went home around evening..

saw dhe colds are nice so took pic of it (:

nothing much, now gonna off andd gonna sleep^^

later need bring my aunty to dhe place again T.T

tiredd day D:

END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-05-06T23:34:00.003+08:00

currenty mostly playing my 2nd accound which is -MiNt-Baichi (:

lvl 16 lic passed ;smil grats to myself -_-"

laughss =x didnt go skol ._." 2nd day le X_x

dun rmb wad ie did on 060510 also ._."

soo..idk wad to write and yeahh,

END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-05-05T11:03:00.000+08:00

today wednesday, didnt go skol..having bad headache..T.T
tot everything was fine till night..
dad home and looks fine, ie told him ie settled my bank thing already..
ie was happy coz ie tot ie finaly have sum freedom to at least keep my things?
he took my bank book..
and say ie cant TOUCH dhhe money inside my bank..
which is MY MONEY!!
its mine,and its like..ya ofcoz ie noe sum parents is scared children anyhow spend dhe money..
dhe problem now is, its MY money..NOT he give mie one even!
ie study and get results so ie get dhhe award or duno wad thing and have money..
ITS FOR MIE!fxxking shit, nvm!
money is another matter, now is, why cant ie have my FREEDOM to at LEAST keep my own things?!

shiit man, its not like ie'm gonna take it EVERYWHERE ie go right -_-
ie almost just wanna feel like quarrel with him but ya, ie'm tiredd..
why cant ie get any freedom for anything ..
hate my tis kind of life..ir didnt run home doesnt mean ie dun dare to runn..
justdun make mie make him lose a daughter, ie dun mind at all..
now he kpkb-ing for his lappy and ie'll give it to HIM!zz
END!!now is 12.23am already..slep and tmr go school, dats MY FREAKING LIFE..

-xiia0zhux

2010-05-04T23:34:00.001+08:00

*amber's hamster at my skirt o.o which ie'm wearing my skol skirt -_-
*amber's xiaobai inside my hoodie pocket ._.

lols, after school went thomson plaza check my bank thing..

after checkin, went see jasmine how coz she was supposed to study but, ya..

no ppl ._." her stead come and we went his house at thomson area..

reached his house and his dog start to jump on all of us ._.

and dhen, stop jumpping, and went aside to pee =.="

lols, blahblahblah and leave his house at around 5plus, walked bk to thomson plaza road..

ie went busstop to take bus go j8 rot awhile..

went 77th street see those ppl and ask whether need help buy food or drinks all anot, and answer is no ._."

so went help amber buy food dhen went up find her (:

lols, played with her hamster , xiaobai

sounds like la bi xiao xin 's xiaobai =x
lol no lahh, rot dhere till she off work and help her pack store and went inter took diferent bus,

my legs breaking~

lol damn tiredd and sleepy pls ._." lols

went home and TOH~

laughs END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-05-03T22:58:00.000+08:00

*lvl 31 lic passed :B

went lann, due to over boredness, went hopping rooms and bump into my nuer ._.
asked her help mie tag exp awhile coz gonna lic already..95% plus..
so went expert channal to tag exp and ya,have my lic and THANKS nuer (:
long time see her too X_x
ie long time no see anyone though ._.
haiis, nvm
nothing much,
lvl 31 lic passed (:
END~

-xiia0zhux

SUNDAY :D

2010-05-02T19:12:00.005+08:00

*LOOK AT DHE SKY! only one patch is dark and another is BRIGHT!

laughs odd singapore, odd world, odd earth~

*super jam traffic and plus tis car accident block dhere, gg.com~ =x
*car *muacks* car,LOL!=x

today, woke up at 3am ._."

andd on dad's lappy and use till morning,11am plus went bathe and woke my father upp..

we wanna go bank do my stuff..went a place ie didnt wanna go, braddle..

braddle posb..ITS AT DHE BLOCK SUMMORE! wtf..zzz!

hais, nvm, anyways, bank kindda sucks ._."

sunday dhey open but only for loaning nia..canot do anything about my account..

mamahigh papa fly D:

coz my account was open with my mother name inside it also..

and, my mother had pass away last year,so..

needa change to my name only..dhhen dhe person say tmr dhhen go =.=

tmr ie'll go do, but ie WONT go bk DHERE to do..!

after dat, went amk, traffic jam!!~

lols, and got ppl car kissing car sia..summore so many ppl..LOL =x

dat guy looks young O.o lol nvm not my prob anyways..so went amk walkwalk and ate abit of sumthings.. and went fairprice buy sum water and fruit and stuff..and rmbed, my father say today gonna buy mie my ipod finaly..lol!

ie keep remind him ;hoho

after fairprice, went courts so see (:

bought a ipod nano hot pink and a thumpdrive ._.

wonder, if ie download audi to my thumpdrive, can ie play audi at any computer if ie connect to my thumpdrive?

anyone dat know, pls tell mie D: TY (:

went home 1st thing is to charge my ipod (:

so.. took quite long to think how to put my fone songs inside ._."

and finaly, manage to find my way to :DD

now, blogged finish, waiting my audi to be downloaded to my thumpdrive and,

SLEEP yawns~

tired D: but my downloading speed is..........dammnnn sloowww T_T

idk na, see how..

tmr gonna do my bank (: WONT BE BRADDLE!! any other posb X_x

alone -_-"

nvms, nothing much liao,

END~

-xiia0zhux

mamaHIGH, papaFLY!no good day D: READ!!

2010-05-01T22:07:00.000+08:00

SAT, ie promised to sleep, and ie did sleep..but 7am kena woke up by father T.T
and he say wake him for work at 8plus, so ie cant go bk sleep,
on lappy and use till 8 plus, wake him, he say, late abit dhhen go..okkkay,
9 plus wake him, same answer..
10plus, dhhen 11plus, ie wake him, he say, not going already..
IE WAS LIKE.. wth la zzz!
dhhen 12pm gonna off lappy, ie logout my games and stuff le, closing lappy,
ppl come my house outside knock door, a man voice, ie thinking isit my brother's stead's parents come, and ie went open my door abit only, and yea, (for convinence, ie repharse same words to english)

-HER DAD:"xiaomeimei, i finding my daughter,in?"
-ME: " she not in"
-HER DAD:" ur dad? i find ur dad"
-ME:" my dad sleeping"
-HER DAD:"cann wake him upp anot" (in a very NOT GOOD MANNERS)
-ME:"he sleeping "
~shouting starting~
-HER DAD:"sleeping canot wake him upp ar?! "(NOT GOOD MANNERS ALSO)
-ME(with dulan mood):" ppl sleeping wan wake ppl for wad?!","ppl talking to euu nicely cann dun no manners anot?! "
-HER DAD:"you got talk to mie got manners mehh?! "
-ME:"ehh! is euu no manners tok to mie 1st ley! ie toking to euu nicely euu tok to mie no manners dhhen wann ppl got manner ar?! "

-------after saying tis, he BWG and ie went wake my father upp------

father came out brushed teeth and changed and go outside talk to dhem..
so, ie cant sleep also, so ie use his lappy..listen song,and, dhey outside all machiam duno wadd meeting or wad shiit, FREAKING NOISY!
ie msged my brother and scold -.-"
ie wan sleep canot sleep coz of all these bunch of idiot adults ;wild
after dat, wait dhey leave here,sleep at 3plus~
woke up at 11.59pm..LOL!
._." and slept again..
END~

-xiia0zhux

friday, chinese MYE (:

2010-04-30T21:27:00.002+08:00

*fish pond outside skol general office, was bored so took pic of it =x

*during recess, being a spy and took tis pic of DM and a small boy=x

LOL, look at quek face!can laugh die man ;x

friday, went skol..so alone in skol D: lol, after assambly, went buying plain water with weihua and went bk class..sit down, prepare for chinese paper ._.
YTD!waited for kumannan,jasmine friend at toilet..coz ie asked him to lend mie his spare fone for mie to pass to teacher for convicate of 1day -.-"
ie gave teacher, BUT SHE DIDNT GIVE MIE BK!!
my paper1 GG.COM, due to no dictionary T.T
alot words left it blank..and compo, ie duno how to do..seriously ie left it blank and started drawing and dhhe teacher keep looking at mie..

LOL!=x andd, last 5-10min, ie started anyhow tikum choice one topic and started writing crap ._."
LOL, write write write, times up, 2 pages =.=!
laughs die man, dhhen nvm paper one,
okokay lahhs, cant comfirm get BEST score but SURE AT LEAST PASS (:
during paper two, dhere is muliple choice questions..so, ie saw pauline asking dannwei (the girl behind mie) for question 8 answer..
-.-, ie didnt tell teacher at all..counted making good deed already ;x LAUGHS
skol end, MY FORM TEACHER HAVEN GIVE MIE BK DHHE FONE! fxxk her man..teacher broke her promises..CRAPS!
monday no skol, so TUESDAY IE GO IE SURE SAY HER ONE!zxczxc!
END~

-xiia0zhux

FXXKUP DAY D: long post*

2010-04-28T05:15:00.003+08:00

LONG POST (:

*skol fighting wor =x lol, all paikias, mie so guai sitting down xP LOL

went to skol ._."

morning went lann again, go skol after dat, ALMOST late D:

run to busstop no see my skol ppl T.T thinking, chiam liao, late le =.=

lol, while waiting bus, one my skol de guy come xD
yes ar, even late, not ie dhhe only one =x *evil mie*
LOL, nvm, sit down , ppl board on dhhe bus, MORE AND MORE my skol de~
no late le la, so many ppl ;x
laughs, reached and walked fast fast to skol ._.
went canteen bought plain water and went for assambly (:

recess, show sum my ex classmates and sum schoolmates quarrel abit and all standing up, almost fight but didnt, dat express de use fone call, (diao zui =x) for after skol..idc coz ie wont be going anyway :B sadly, today,wednesday, isnt a good day for mie..ie'm tiredd T.T
got photo taking also =.= andd tmr exam ._."
english MYE T.T andd, during english class,
mrs gloria came in andd that pauline wan to take another photo and dhey went behind class to take pic..dhhen mrs gloria says,
wan take whole class take together, ie didnt wana coz ie'm tiredd and my eyes abit blur AND, jasmine eye is sored..so we both sit down didnt go to take pic..
all started screeming and shouting at those hu haven go behind dhere..
pauline started calling jasmine ,shouting "JASMINE, COME!"
summthing liddat, nvm, ie kept quiet,
teacher and pauline came to where we were sitting, teacher call mie go, ie said ie dun wanna,
and another side, pauline is pulling jasmine chair and her and telling her to go behind..
ie du lan liao D:

so, ie shouted, "ppl sore eyes, didnt wanna take photo, canot isit?!", "need keep pull ppl chair one anot?!"..*and more which ie canot rmb now =.=*
ie stand upp looking tat her, mrs gloria and her say relax~
-,-? and she say okokay sit down 1st sit down sit..=.=" ie sit down liao,
dhhen she sibeh GL!! andd keep show my fxxkup face,
so, we quarreled, ie keep controling myself and stop..but she keep saying!
say wad, "ya la, got SUM ppl ma, dun wan take dun wan take"
ccb, ie hear liao, SIOL DAOOOO~

LAUGHS =x dhhen stand up again and shout at her AGAIN =.=
mrs gloria ask mie calm down and dun bother about her, ie control~
whole class sit down and quiet, mrs gloria say got things to tok to us..
she CRIED while toking..zzz! she say she is dhhe one at fualt coz if she would not have said that word which she wants whle class to take pic, ie and pauline wont end upp all quarreling..
and, she cant scold mie coz, ie'm caring for my friend, ie'm not in wrong, while pauline is helping teacher to ask everyone come, not wrong neither..wth craps =.=

nvm, ie totally pissed off..ie kept quiet after dat.. like, silents man~
classmate around my sit de all keep say, lax lax lax~
LOL lahs, thanks to those try asking mie to lax down (:
after dat, form teacher say wann sit according to index number, MAMAHIGH PAPAFLY LA!!
IE SITTING BESIDE HER!! =.=" her index is 1 mine is 12.. so we are at 1st roll
thanks to teacher ie freaking pissed man!
and pauline started saying, "WOW, my BEST FRIEND sitting beside mie :DD"
ARSSSS RIGHT?! fxxk sia =.= nvm, ie RELAXXXX~
dhhen just sit dhere sibeh no mood, replying msgs..and teacher come convicate, but ie give..
so after skol, ie stay bk with teacher..keep talking to mie..wadever la, dhhen ie say ie wont give euu my fone.. so, she keep giveing mie choice =.= LOl,
ie say tmr dhhen pass euu fone dhhen after skol pass mie bk, all deal~
done and walked home.. end of my fxxkup day,
END~
(FYI: ie dun mind euu seeing tis post, and dun BARK behind ppl back, wann say anything, SAY INFRONT LIKE A HUMAN BEING! say with ure BALLS!tyvm~)

-xiia0zhux

2010-04-24T09:13:00.001+08:00

*Q:guess where ie am in tis pic?

ans:in a fitting room :B

LOL lmao =.=

today, didnt really sleep..
morning wait till 7 plus woke father upp to work and dhen ie sleep around 8plus/9 ..
afternoon my aunty call my wake up T.T ask mie pei her bring her to Cathey for her appointment X-x
super tiredd super sleepy T.T but still, bathed and when downstair eat with her..
1st, she ask mie help her order her "mee hoon kway", ie go order, dhhe person all stand dhere like statue moving mouth only =.= dhey talking while ie stand dhere quite awhile..
and dhen order my chicken rice..dhen come bk, my aunty ask mie help her order roasted chicken rice -_- ie ask, "euu sure cann finish anot?"
she say ya, so ie order..

chicken rice come, we eat gonna finish, dhhe mee hoon kway haven come =.= ie saw got one tabao de plastic on table, dhhen say ie go see isit ours and pay dhem..
my aunty jiu say "dun wan le la, we eat finish liao".. ie was like wtf ? -_-
ie angry sia D: like so irresponsible zxczxc!
SOMEMORE IS IE ORDER DE!! ofcoz she nvm lahh wth -.-"
dhhen is tell her euu own self settle, idk anything..zzz!
she went dhere and tell dhem dun wan le..and look at mie ZZZ!
as though ie'm dhhe one dat is irresponsible!!WTH!

nvm, start raining, walked to bustop took bus to amk and take mrt to douby guat for her appointment at Cathey..walked to Cathey, went to dhe shop, blahblahblah~
end upp, she canot have her appointment today coz of sum personal reasons -_-"
and, new appointment is nextnext week..which means..
nextnext week, ie need bring her dhere AGAIN D:
nvms, leave douby and took train to bugis ._." walk OUTSIDE bugis street T.T
which mean, never go bugis STREET D: ;sob
nvm lahhs, walkwalk and went eat and took bus straight home~
nothing much liao,
END~

-xiia0zhux

scared to lose,yet scared to gain X_x

2010-04-23T06:33:00.005+08:00

friday,230410..6.37am
haven sleep yet, my mind was in a mess..tried sleeping ,as wad ie promised sumone..but,
ie seriously duno wad is happening,
ie just suddenly kept thinking about my past, why?..
ie tot ie forget those that hurted mie..
but why cant ie..? ie noe, its a memorie which will follow ppl where ever we goes..
as ie tot, having a good memorie to cover my hurtful ones..but ie cant make myself to accept another..coz ie just too scared history happens..
but its like, cant ie just forget the more hurtful memories..?!
ie'm so scared to lose, yet at dhhe same time ie'm so scared to gain..
yahhs ie noe,wad ie'm saying now also is all mess..
its just, like hitting myself with my own hands..X_x
saying words to hit my words..-.-"

nvms, anyways, my uni duno dry already anot..just hanged up around 5 plus -,-!
gg.com liao X-x if no dry.......how go skol ._."
later after still got spech day which is compulsory for sec4, which is including mie X_x
till night ._.
later dhhen see how bahhs if uni not dry, ie think mayb not going skol X-x? have to close dad's lappy lerhhs,
btw, OHAYA GOZAIMASU~
おはよう
END~

-xiia0zhux

T-ara - I'm really hurt MV [english subs + romanization + hangul]

2010-04-23T03:43:00.002+08:00

2010-04-22T23:08:00.001+08:00

today, thursday, afternoon after skol, zao home bathe and wait shadan laogong ._."

but we cant decide to where to study..she say anything upp to mie..

so drag till 5 plus ie dhhen leave house to go her house X-x

actually say meet outside or come my house,

but she say come my house will fall asleep..go her house also same..

but end upp, ie go her house,

carrying dhhe bearbear (her birthday present) all dhe way..

ppl all see see =.=

coz ie canot find a big plastic bag -_-"

its with wrapper lahhs.. so, okokays la not so.......look like xiaomeimei carry dhhe toy =x

LOL,

reached admirlty, walk to laogong house ._.

at her house, do homework, play audi awhile..and yahhs, 10+ pm

zao liao..shadan laogong pei mie go bustop and bus come, kissed , as usual

and, got on dhe bus, from admirlty take mrt go amk take bus go home..heng still got bus

if not have to walk home T.T

nothing much,

END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-04-21T14:24:00.002+08:00

* original drawing, pushie, marker drawing =x

* do ie draw alike? ._. brandon's pushie :B

wednesday,210410 ..

didnt sleep ._." went lann ton coz help friend X_x

and went skol straight after lan which is around 8 leave lann took bus to skol X_x

super tiredd but cant sleep D:

wanna sleep during recess but end up drawing brandon's anime pushie ._."

lols, look alike ma? D:

the toy damnn cute, but ex -_- 11buck plus?~

laughs._." nvm na, andd,

ie kept the original piece :B gave brandon the marker one ^^

nothing much to write~

END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-04-12T23:37:00.001+08:00

* accident outside longhouse at thomson D:

*zoomed*

*accident D: ambulance behind ._. infront is ppl lying down dhere didnt move ._."

came out and saw ambulance andd ppl at dhhe road around 9.30pm..

dhhe person lying down wasnt moving at all..

hear ppl said, was is old man crossing road X-x

not sure wad happen but ie only noe, if ie would to come out eariler abit , just abit..

ie would be dhhe one lying dhere X_x

after dhhe person was being brought upp to ambulance, and go after few min police car dhhen come zxczxc! stupid police so slow D:

walked home after datt..

reached home rot alone,

datts all ,nothing much to say x.x

END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-04-12T04:17:00.002+08:00

now is 5.36am ,120410; OHAYO GOZAIMASU おはよう :DD

and this, is my 100th post :B

lols, but sadly, nothing much to say coz was rotting at home, nothing much happen X-x

haven sleep yet D:

cant sleep cause wanna go school,if ie would to sleep,

ie comfirm dunn need go skol one -_-"

110410, sunday rotting at home whole freaking day..both sat and sun didnt go out X_x

eyes, recover but not fully, still slightly red..but now, add on fever T.T

idiot right, eyes recovering but fever zxczxc!

just now,mid night, gan papa called mie..ask mie cann go amk ton with him anot, ie say canot coz got skol and dun wan walk to amk, IE'M SICK =.="

andd dhen tok on fone awhile, anyhow tok till he say about his father..death..(its like 16years?)

so ie was like, telling him, cant take dhe father's death as a excuse on anything he doing/life..

dhhen, ie jiu take my mother's death as example, ie say dhhe whole process..

how it happen last year..and ie cried while talking..X_x

till now, everybody always ask mie where my mother, ie'll just say,died/passaway like nothing happen..but, ie cann say, nobody every thinks that, ie'm still..

blaming myself for dhhe death..

IF only ie just did make her go to hospital..she might not go so fast.. ie still rmb, during dhe time ie in hospital,didnt sleep,hardly eat any single thing, dhere was NO ONE with mie/besides mie.. completely..

nobody is dhere for mie..NONE T.T

-ie dun wanna write dhhe process out here-

NVMS, hmm, hanged papa fone, go hang my school shirt and skirt =.="

STILL WET!! lol, gg.com liao ._. ironed, hope will faster dhhe drying time O.o?

later see how lahhs, but now my eyes already gonna cmi le T.T howhowhows D:

before going skol, ie gonna eat panadol dhhen go skol X-x

ie'm sick, later after skol how go find work sia D:

siians, ie keep on dragging dhhe time to find a freaking job sia T.T!

ie has been alone like, idk how long, but ie had also been in "happy" mode all along while toking/with sum other friends..X_x

seriously, idk when will my tears inside will burst out T_T

lalala~

anyways, tmr after skol might neither go lann awhile or go home TOH~

lol ._." depends bah ^^

-xiia0zhux

2010-04-10T07:47:00.000+08:00

toh till friday morning ,090410, woke,
fone kena spammed by msgs =.=?!
reply reply reply~andd ahtoot called mie, tok for 1 hour and hang,
went brush teeth wash face all, call bk him tok..
tok another 4 hours liddat =.=?! lol, till his fone no batt,hanged
LOL ._." laughs, rot slack at home..father bk, ON LAPPY :B
clear mails, blah blah blah..X-x facebook all things hao liao, now now, blog..
and now its already 7.47am ;cry
eye wan die liao..GONNA SLEEP ._."
offing lappy soon,and, MY BLOG SONG NOT WORKING!! wtf zzz
du lan X-x

haiix T.T went to see my shadan laogong blog, was thinking,
she seems to be much more happier without mie X_x
hais, kiss kiss love love bbf sister blah blah blah...zzz
just felt soo...aiyaa duno lahhs X-x it isnt mine anymore..since she bk with her reak "sisters"
which she feel more happier, dhhen...why ie go make everything change again yeah? T.T
but ofcoz ie not ending la..just like, she having so much love fun happiness with those "sisters"
dhhen ya la,continue la X-x wad can ie do right? humans mind always change..mayb she thinks dhey are more "good sisters" dhhen ie? ie really duno T.T
END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-04-08T21:39:00.003+08:00

*went cathay to watch this show, how to train your dragon :B
*tis is dhhe dragon,DAMN CUTE!!:B

*samantha
*celestine maomao :B

*chole jie
*and, finaly, mie -_-"

after school, finish chinese oral, 3plus, rushed home, bathed put sum eye drop and chiong out..

freaking bus super slow..X-x mrt slow..

ie late..so late..

ie tell mao that ie'll be late, she show mie attitude, saying wadd, watching movie ley,late how watch blah blah blah zzz!

dun even bother about my eyes lahh similan X-x

hais, rushed dhere, walk all alone to cathay..run upp, go counter take my ticket and went in myself to find dhem zzz,

watching 5pm show, but ie 5.16pm liddat reached..so =.=!!

aiyaa nvms,long long long no go out with dhem liao, and yahhs

dhhe show damn CUTEEEE :B

ie like that dragon so much, dhhe eyes ;luv

TOOTHLESS~TOOTHLESS~TOOTHLESS~

haha, dhhe dragon name call toothless :B omg de la, so kawaiii xP

anyways, ie like tis show ^^ andd after dhe show, went walk around ._.

and go to a shop alot things for D.I.Y stuff and haloween stuff, and mao took dhhe cat mask..and took her pic, and sabo mie, took my pic, ie sabo my jie=x

took jie pic, sabo samantha =x

LOL ._." so yahhhs all taken ^^ and guess wad, samantha upload at facebook and she says,

"Samantha Fox u are the best lookin cat amongst us...don worry.. :) omg u are still awake!.."

laughs die -_-" anything lahhs, quite funn, but 9plus, jie went work at koven we take different train.. sam and celes got off at tpy went home and ie, go amk and take bus home..

omg tireddd X_x

went home, TOH~

END~

-xiia0zhux

2010-04-08T17:53:00.000+08:00

*lye huat, ahtoot climb upp dhe statue at tpy central..LOL
*dheres dhere gordon sotong ,pointing and dhhe lyehuat ahtoot up dhhe statue..Laughs

wednesday, 070410, midnight wait father asleep, went out..walk to tpy and meet gordon,lyehuat dheir group and ton at tpy ._."

all jokers =x

lol X-x morning 6 plus, take taxi chiong bk home bathed, changed and went skol..

not dat tired..but my eyes, super.......

red and pain X-x more and more red D:

cant go home..coz, got chinese oral after school..

so try tahan till finish skol, rushed to dhe class and took my oral..

ie read all, but my eyes pain ie keep blink, so stopped and stopped while reading, teacher tot ie duno how read, but ie is haven read not duno how read -_-"

lols, he say, "ure reading is good but just sum words duno.."

=.=?! wtf,lols nvm la, got mark better dhhen dunn have -.- actually is dunn wan take de X-x

but ya la..just take la, hongsui say oral quite alot marks X_X

continue next post~

2010-04-05T21:11:00.002+08:00

monday, didnt do skol, morning went peksanteng at braddle dhere, baibai my mother with my father, brother and ahma..
ie think is qingming X-x
so yeahh, go dhere bai bai, not ALOT ppl BUT, ALOT smoke =.=
laughs, my hair and eyes jitao dying T_T
my ahma duno put dhhe chopstick at where, end up non chopstick dhey at dhey dun care..
ie ask dhem, liddat how mummy eat, dhey say use hand =.=
fxxk dhem man zzz
if dhey dunn wann do this kind of thing, must as well dun bring food dun prepare anythin right?!
zzz wann do, jiu have to do all, why HALF WAY?!
hais, nvm X-x
finished, went home..tired tired..
brother go out with his stead, ie stay at home rot X_x
so yeah, nothing much
END~

-xiia0zhux

ShaZhu

29th♥

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